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Just turned 28. I spent most of this past year traveling and meeting girls, mostly in Thailand and Vietnam. Some cute girls, but I can fuck and forget, whatever. Later in July arrive in Bangkok and meet beautiful ML. I try to forget but keep seeing her every day. Now I can't move on. Want to stay and date her now. But have to leave for work and may not come back for at least 1 year. Thinking about quitting and try to find job in Thailand instead, but it's stupid I think. Brain dun wanna waste future earnings just to see her, but heart wants stay with her. I have savings to live on another 1 year no problem. maybe try to find job in 1 year, if can't find good one, maybe have to forget lah.
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wah. catch no balls roi.
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Fu Jian Gang ?
The group that was recently arrested for money laundering ? The rest not very coherent. |
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If not just take time to enjoy your 20s. You'll never get back the time especially when you are in your 40s with family, mortgages, bills to pay, kids and wife to feed. You will forever regret what could have been had you YOLO-ed in your 20s. Always living in regret. Life is short |
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Most bosses are cheekopek from my experience 🐱 I'm a boss but NOT a cheekopek 🐱 |
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Have to post update. Never think about dating a girl after sleeping with her for money. She will always think of you as a customer first. Sometimes, you think this girl might be different from the other ones, that she might be able to love you sincerely, but always she will play the tricks she plays on other guys she fucks. then you cannot tell if she really like you or just pretend like with all other guys...too much heartache to deal with:(
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But some still fall nonetheless. |
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I have shared the videos with at least 10 of my buddies . Some of them may have uploaded to porn websites .... At least 20 Million people have jerked off to that video . You get the drift ? :D |
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Just treat as growing up pains. And move on
Is difficult to forgive kena kc posion. Go find a hobby, exercise etc. Time will let it die off. Trust me. Alot of us been there and done that. No one is prefect. Just learn let go as always got more to experience. |
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Haven't visited this site in long time, but want to post update anyway
heart really hurt. after big fight, she said don't wanna see me anymore. like crazy guy, I keep texting and calling her. so she blocked me. still trying to fuck other girls to forget, but jiji die now and can't stay erect during sex because keep thinking about her. ai..:o need to take a break from cheonging for long time I think. just focus on career and family now. parents want me marry soon :( I guess I will be a good son and try to marry nice girl and see what happens. maybe when I am older and bored of married life, I will return again. but right now, hurts too much so it's affecting my sex drive. |
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Wish you are feeling better now
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Did you do something really stupid, like ask her to work a normal job without actually understanding the reason(s) why she became an ML in the first place? |
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she 1 day kena fucked by 10-20 guys you can tahan ah ?? or these kinds of thoughts turns you on :D:D:D |
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like sometimes I give her little less then I usually do, she gets upset, feel like I take advantage of her. sometimes, I asked her to go out to club or bar for drinks, but she always says busy working. and one time, she was drinking with friends even when she was already drunk and sick, so I worry and call her to make sure she ok, but she didn't answer for days. stupid little things like this, but over time build up to bigger fights |
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Lol bro from what you shared. Just move on . She don't treat you as friend. You are only a customer. If she likes you, taking advantage of her for spare change is not a prob |
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cut your losses and '' pull '' out of it. i've seen many cases and none of them have all gone well. credit debts, M.I.A. from work and the works. you're still young like me (1 year older than you), just focus on building your wealth. once money comes to you, girls will naturally come to you. be the hunter, don't be the one getting hunted.
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Bro TS, stop wasting your time. Though i agreed despite whatever job she is doing, she is a human being, but obviously she is taking you for a ride. I have my bouts share of relationship with ML. Those who really love you will not want to hurt you and even willing to stop the work if you can provide the bare minimal. This could be less than half of what she could potentially earn. The one who loves you will be more worried about you going out to drink then she going out to drink. So move on. I could not imagine not being respected the least by a girl from this trade. It may take you sometimes years to encounter such a lady that fulfill your ticks again but at least true to you. Girls are plenty out there, though i always agree it is always tough to find a girl from better background who have the skills and looks that can fulfill our lusts and wants
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i followed my heart and went all out on a massage lady. but there are so many signs telling me that she is lying to me, but i cant let go.
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