Chapter 17 -
Shamed Again, I take a Chance
Shizuko was getting close to finishing her second commission and Tan wanted to watch one day as he had during the first painting. He had some things he had to do in the morning, but he promised to take the afternoon off to see me modeling. I was waiting for Suki to arrive at the gatehouse. She had so many problems being on time in the morning, though she was prompt in the afternoon, once she was awake. I, on the other hand, was usually early, and I was chatting with JacksAss as I usually did while waiting for her.
"JacksAss, my husband wanted to come and watch while I'm posing this afternoon. Is that okay?"
"Yes, ma'am. But since he wasn't placed on the guest list by the owner, he has to be accompanied by one of the security guards at all times. I apologize, ma'am, but those are the rules. If he's on the grounds, one of us has to watch him. You need to be aware it means one of us will be watching you posing as well.
"I understand; rules are rules. I'll let him know the consequences of his coming."
I texted Tan. Because the owner hasn't put you on the guest list, one of the security guards has to accompany you at all times. It means he will see me posing nude as well. Do you want one of the guards to watch me nude, or would you like to cancel?
Haven't they seen you nude already?
No. We have the run of the place. There are security cameras at and in the buildings, but none where we're painting. If we have to use the guest house for bathroom breaks, I put on a robe.
You've been naked in front of others before, on our honeymoon.
Including most or your office co-workers and many others besides, though none of the occasions was my choice and to Tan's knowledge.
They were mostly strangers at the time except for Stan and Kathy, and on vacation far away. Whoever sees me today lives in Georgia and will see me every day I come here. Doesn't that make a difference to you?
You know how I like to show you off. I don't care.
He didn't care. If he didn't why should I. I've done worse. Being observed merely nude instead of naked and fucked would be a welcome change.
"Tan said he didn't mind," I told JacksAss, "but would it be possible to do me a favor?"
"Anything, Mrs. Tan."
"Since you already know it's me in the picture inside, could you be the one to escort Tan? I'd hate to fuel any other masturbatory fantasies."
"But you don't mind fueling mine?" JacksAss smiled at me.
"You've already admitted to them, yet you've been unfailingly polite and professional at all times. Better you than someone else who might not be."
"I'll be sure to escort him, Mrs. Tan."
I told him where we were located, about 200 feet to the left of the house along the shore. "Just out of curiosity, which branch of the military did you serve in?"
"Is it that obvious?"
"It is to me. My father served."
"Army, Third Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, ma'am."
"They're stationed in Fort Benning, right?"
"Third Battalion and Regimental Headquarters are. First Battalion is at Fort Bragg and Second Battalion's in Washington State."
"Thank you for your service." I stuck my hand out to shake his.
"I appreciate that, Mrs. Tan." He took my hand and shook it; always the professional.
Suki arrived and we took one of the carts down to our painting location. I told her Tan was coming this afternoon and because he wasn't on the owner's guest list, one of the security guards had to escort him around, so I'd arranged for JacksAss to do it.
"How do you feel about it?" Shizuko asked.
"Tan doesn't care if the security guards see me."
"I didn't ask if it bothered Tan. I asked if it bothered you. You're my model."
"Better JacksAss than one of the others. He already knows it's me in the first painting."
"None of the others do?" Suki asked.
"JacksAss said he's never said anything to the others. He doesn't know what they might have figured out on their own."
"You like him, don't you?"
"JacksAss? I like him okay, I guess. Despite him knowing it's me in the painting, he's always professional and courteous. He doesn't stare at me and mentally undress me with his eyes every time I see him. Just the once the first day. I appreciate his politeness and honor his service in the military. He's a good man."
"Is that why we give him the little show before we leave?" Suki asked.
I smiled. "I asked him if he masturbated to images of me in the painting. He told me it wasn't the painting he thought of; it was me. I thought it would be funny if I gave him more to imagine."
"If you and Tan were more like Erin and I, you could fuck him."
"We're not, so it's never going to happen."
We got set up and Suki started painting. We took a break for lunch and were setting up for the afternoon when I heard a horn beeping. I held the robe tightly around me, knowing Tan and JacksAss were arriving. The cart pulled up a minute later and Tanner got out and came out to greet us, giving Suki a friendly peck on the cheek and me a much bigger hug and a passionate kiss. JacksAss stayed by the golf cart, well away from us. I appreciated his discretion.
Tan took a seat in one of the two chairs Suki and I used to take our breaks. He invited JacksAss to take the other.
"I'm comfortable standing, sir." He remained by the cart.
I removed my robe, conscious of JacksAss standing at ease not too far away while my husband watched me undress. I took my position near the moss covered oak near the shore and was thankful I wasn't facing them. Suki started painting while I held myself still. Knowing both JacksAss and Tan were watching me did ratchet my arousal up a notch. My pussy felt slick. 45 minutes went by and Suki called a break. I turned to face them and accepted my robe from Suki, putting it on. Tan vacated the chair so Suki and I could sit down while we rested. He went back to the cart to speak to JacksAss. I glanced back and saw them talking a few minutes. I turned back to the front, drinking my water.
"How are you doing, Brenda?" Suki asked.
"Okay."
"What's it like knowing both Tan and another man are watching you nude?"
"Different," I admitted. "I wonder what they're talking about right now?"
Suki glanced back for a moment. "Do you wonder if Tan is telling JacksAss what a wonderful fuck you are?"
"God, I hope not. JacksAss already knows more about my personal life than I'd like. I hope Tan's not doing any locker room bragging right now."
"I'm very close to finished," Suki said. "One more day should do it. It might require a little touch up in the studio, but nothing you need to be present for."
"We still have to do the one for Tan. Do you still want to do it out here?"
"I'd like to. I love the light and the peace and quiet out here. Since it's for Tan, I can do it anywhere. It's not a commissioned piece."
"If you want to do it here, I can do it here."
"It won't make you uncomfortable now JacksAss has seen you in your altogether?"
"If Tan doesn't give a shit, why should I?"
Suki shrugged and took a drink of her water.
After 15 minutes, I got up and shed my robe again. I took up my position and Suki started painting. Tan came back to his seat. JacksAss remained by the cart, still standing. She painted for 45 minutes and we took another break.
Tan said, "I should get going, honey. I enjoyed watching. I'll see you tonight."
"Okay," I said. "Suki said she's only got one more day left on this one. She wants to do your portrait for you here as well, with the lake as a backdrop."
"Whatever you want to do is okay with me." He kissed me, sliding his hand through the robe to pat my naked ass, giving everyone looking a flash of my pussy. JacksAss looked down at the ground when it happened, the consummate gentleman.
JacksAss gave Tan a ride back to his car and Suki and I were alone once again.
We did one more session, then broke for the day. I didn't speak to JacksAss before we left, but Suki and I gave him our show once more, slipping each other some tongue. He grinned, knowing I wasn't too concerned about him watching me earlier.
Tan was home when I got there, waiting naked with a big hard on, and he took me back to the bedroom and fucked me. No gentle lovemaking; he possessed me, fully. I wondered again if seeing me naked in front of other men raised his competitive juices and he had to compensate for it by confirming his own dominance to me as my mate. Before he was done, he'd deposited his seed in all three of my fuck holes.
When he was finished with me, we were lying quietly in the bed. His cock was still in my ass, though finally shrinking enough for his cum to leak out.
"What did you and JacksAss talk about while we were resting?" I asked.
"Is that the name of the security guard?" Tan asked.
"Yes."
"Do you know all their names?"
"No, just JacksAss."
"Why do you know his name?"
"He was there the first day and brought us down to the lake in a cart. He introduced himself, nothing more."
"Have you fucked him?" Tan asked.
"No, why would I fuck him?" I asked him angrily, pulling away so his cock fell out of my ass."
"He's good looking," Tan replied.
"So are roughly half the people in the world. Do you think I'm fucking all of them?"
"No, but I wondered about him since you're spending so much time out there. It's not beyond the realm of possibility you'd fuck another man. Lots of wives stray."
I'd strayed plenty, but not with anyone of my own volition, and not all of them were good looking. Jeremiah had been a filthy pig when I sucked his cock and Diablo was a fucking bear.
"I would never voluntarily cheat on you," I replied, still angry despite the relative truth of his accusation. He seemed to think I would fuck anyone I wanted to. "Why not cheat with Suki? She's seeing me naked every day. She's lesbian. She's beautiful. So's her lover. They both can fuck anyone they want. Why wouldn't I be licking her pussy every day when she's done painting me? Why not blame me for that instead of some security guard I see for 15 minutes every day who's never seen me naked until today when you let him?"
"Calm down, Brenda. I'm just asking?"
"Why would you even think I would do such a God damn thing?"
"Because he wouldn't look at you. Almost the entire time he was out there, he was looking at almost everything but you. He watched me more than he watched you. What red blooded man wouldn't take advantage of the opportunity to see a beautiful woman naked. I thought maybe the reason he wouldn't look at you is because he's already seen you naked and maybe fucked you and he couldn't look because he was embarrassed to stare in front of your husband."
I stood up and stared down at him. "Maybe he's a fucking gentleman and doesn't think it's polite to stare at other men's wives. It was his job to watch you and not me, you asshole." I stormed off to the bathroom to shower, Tan calling out to me as I stomped off.
The water was running and I was soaping off when he attempted to join me in the shower.
"If you try to get in the shower with me," I screamed. "I will kick you in your fucking balls." Tan backed off.
Temperamental, are you, Brenda? Everything Tan had accused me of doing with JacksAss, I'd done with many others, fucking and sucking, cock and cunt. It was different somehow. I'd been forced to do those to protect my marriage with Tan. Somehow, his thinking I'd do it with someone on my own was worse. Was it really? It wouldn't be to Tan. He'd made it clear any man I had sex with was something he was unable to tolerate.
I got out of the shower and blew my hair dry. Tan came in when he heard the blow dryer going and got in the shower. I was in bed with pajama's on when he finished. I didn't want him touching me again tonight.
He slid under the covers, saying, "I'm sorry."
"Don't talk to me. Don't touch me."
"No, really, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have accused you of cheating. You've never given me a reason to think you've been with another man. I'm sorry."
I started crying. You watched me fuck and suck two other men, Tan, and you didn't even know it was me. I was so twisted up inside. I'd become aroused by the both of you watching me naked this afternoon. I was a whore, just not a whore with JacksAss. Tan knew better than to touch me.
"I asked him if he found you attractive? JacksAss, that's what I asked him today," Tan whispered.
I didn't answer, not wanting to encourage him in the slightest.
"He said you were the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. I had to agree with him."
I went to sleep crying. Tan didn't touch me the rest of the night.
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