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Originally Posted by sexbuzz
so when will be ur last day here  |
Hopefully it will come to a point where visiting MLs/FLs become a distant memory, and the urge to visit becomes non-existent. When that happens, this chapter of my life will become inconsequential and ill move on.
For now though, the urge to go back is fucking strong, and the addiction withdrawals are quite bad. I feel that writing here has been very helpful in my healing journey. In a way this has become sort of a journaling practice, where I am able to pen down my emotions and self-internalize them, instead of keeping it within me(like in the past where nobody knew of my lifestyle). Also helps that I am now accountable to you guys which makes me even more determined to quit.
Long story short, replying in this thread has been very therapeutic for me. Kind of like pouring out my life story to a therapist, only that its anonymous and free.