[junebaby]

I never asked Mike what or who he did when he went over to Jasmine's place.

The week leading up to CNY was super lackluster. As usual, I had a break from work on the Wednesday and I basically just stoned in front of the TV with my laptop on, pretending to do work.

April coming back into my life was an unexpected event. Especially since I knew now that my best friend wasn't really adverse to my current lifestyle, and apparently had her own one year stand.

It was a little sad that she and John were breaking up. They were like the couple I looked up to whenever I was having problems with Mike in the past. It seemed that nothing could break them up, except some busty prostitutes, and I might have been one of them.

On hindsight, I probably should have rejected John when he booked me. But I needed the money and he was merely a client. In my mind, in some warped way, I guess he was trying to improve his sex life with April by going to prostitutes and escorts and learning from them. Yet it backfired tremendously for him. At least he didn't rat me out. That would have been bad as April might really have murdered me.

The weirder thing was that she seemed to be showing some interest in my husband, or at least asked if he would be interested due to her now C-cup chest. I wondered why she didn't go bigger since she was getting surgery done anyway. Perhaps her small frame had limits on what size would be comfortable for her. Then looking at Shirlyn and Alicia, I wondered if they often suffered from backaches. But April rejected Mike's offer to send her home, who know what might have happened if she didn't. And despite that, something just didn't feel very right.

Was I willing to let Mike fuck her? Sure I was. That's the part of our current lifestyle I guess. Would I join in? Probably not. Would I fuck John again? Definitely a big no there. He didn't have the size or skills to even consider it. And of course I didn't want to strain the relationship with April.

I texted Tom out of curiosity though, to ask if he had other FWBs besides us. His answer was a firm no. So it seemed that there were more married big dicked masters of sex lurking around the dating apps, and probably this forum as well.

I was glad for April in a way, that she could find some form of satisfaction or even happiness in her life right now despite how messy it could be due to the impending divorce and sale of their matrimonial home.

The same couldn't be said for Mark though, although CNY would bring some good news for him I hope.

The last day of work we had an office Lou Hei and the boss went around distributing red packets to the staff, before declaring a half day off. I decided to find Mark for lunch if he was free.

Surprisingly, he wasn't, but he said he could catch up for a drink that night.

I wondered if I should do it at my place again, and probably get Mike out of the house. Then again, Mike being there or not wouldn't make a difference as nothing would happen between Mark and I. Since I had tons of time to kill between leaving work and meeting Mark, I went to stock up on soju at this place near my office. I must have bought 20 over bottles, and the guy at the shop helped to carry them over to the car. At least I knew Mike would be home later to help me carry them up.

I took a shower upon reaching home and stared at myself in the mirror. I tried visualizing myself with bigger boobs but somehow it just didn't seem to fit. Of course I wished my tummy, ass and thighs were slimmer, but at this age, without regular exercise, there was likely nothing I could do.

Mark popped by around 9pm. Mike was in his room and only came out to say hello. We asked him to join us but he declined, something about some playoffs and he needed to concentrate. I guess he should be playing football manager as usual. I often wondered if he was so into the game, why didn't he just go take some sports management cert then apply to manage a football club for real. But oh well, he was escaping into his reality so I just let him be.

As usual, Mark was drinking his soju way too fast again, but I let him. He was in his comfort zone and who was I to advise him otherwise?

Me: So, did you talk to Jasmine?

Mark: Not yet. But I'll be going with her to her parent's place for reunion dinner.

Me: Oh?

Mark: She asked and I agreed.

Me: That's good right?

Mark: Who knows? Her divorce is still not finalized actually.

Me: Huh???

Mark: Still some disputes from her ex.

Me: That's very long. I thought it would have been settled last year or something.

Mark: I'm thinking it's going to cost more to keep disputing or counter claim or whatever the terms are.

Me: Why doesn't she just sell the house for real and split the money? Isn't that how normal divorces work? Split the assets?

Mark: I think so. But she really really wants to buy over the house.

Me: I thought once you're 35 it should be easy as long as you have the money?

Mark: I'm really unaware of all these property rules. Don't own one.

Me: Well, I'm happy where I am so I don't bother researching either. Maybe if we decided to upgrade to EC or condo or something.

Mark: Can we not talk about that?

Me: Sure. What do you want to talk about then?

Mark: Nothing actually. I came to drink.

Me: Oh. You can drink alone but you came here anyway.

Mark: Free drinks? Haha.

Me: Haha. Right. What if I wanted something in return?

Mark: I can pay you back for the drinks.

Me: I'm obviously not referring to that.

Mark: Sorry, I'm not big enough to satisfy you. Thankfully.

Me: Eh. How you know I wanted sex? Hahaha.

Mark: I can't think of anything else you might want from me.

Me: How about decent conversations?

Mark: If you wanted decent conversations, we shouldn't be talking about sex.

Me: Haha. Funny. Are you saying I'm indecent.

Mark: You are.

Me: Fine. I do have many indecent thoughts.

Mark: Why though? You have Mike and Tom.

Me: I know right. Maybe I'm just horny before menopause.

Mark: Oh please. You have at least a decade or so to go.

Me: Maybe I just wanna see what the big fuss about you?

Mark: I'm normal.

Me: Hardly. When so many girls are after you.

Mark: Not anymore right?

Me: I'm sure Shirlyn is still after you. And Alicia, and Crystal. Nat. Rebecca.

Mark: Fine.

Me: Did you? Since moving out?

Mark: I didn't. But Nat couldn't take it anymore.

Me: Ah ha! You slept with her again.

Mark: Can I just say I let her use me?

Me: Fine. Whatever floats your boat.

Mark: At least she was happy right?

Me: True.

Mark: Rebecca wanted me too. Strangely.

Me: Huh?

Mark: Nah. I didn't. But she asked a few times. I thought Tom's pretty active?

Me: I think so.

Mark: I'm sure he loves her playful mouth.

Me: You did too right?

Mark: Well…

Me: Well what?

Mark: I actually enjoyed your bj more.

Me: Huh??? Really???

Mark: It's the feeling la. I'm feel closer to you.

Me: Interesting. So to you, a blowjob is better if you're closer to the person?

Mark: Sort of.

Me: So Nat?

Mark: She just blows me to make me hard. That's all.

Me: Shirlyn?

Mark: More or less the same I guess. But I feel more when I have sex with her.

Me: I shouldn't even ask about Jasmine right?

Mark: Yeah. Don't.

Me: Hmmmm….

Mark: What?

Me: Take it out.

Mark: Why?

Me: I want to blow you.

Mark: Eh don't la. I haven't shaved.

Me: Ah ha!

Mark: Huh?

Me: That isn't your usual response.

Mark: It isn't?

Me: You usually just reject. Now you say you haven't shaved. Means if you did shave, you'd be in my mouth right now.

Mark: Haha… Nah. Slip of the tongue.

Had we perhaps finally gotten to that stage where we were so comfortable with each other that we'd both be willing to be mutually pleasured? The first time I blew him months ago I didn't really give him much of a choice, but he didn't really reject me either. Also, it could have been because Jasmine was occupied with Mike and hence Mark perhaps was more willing to explore, or maybe it was a revenge thing.

I slid over and unzipped him.

Mark: Hey.

Me: We've done this before.

Mark: Still…

Me: You look like you need a release.

Mark: I really don't.

I slid my hand into his boxers.

Me: Wah. You really didn't shave. Hahahaha.

He stood up. I thought he was going to zip himself back up, but instead, he removed his berms and boxers and sat back down. That was certainly a surprise.

Mark: Yeah. I didn't. Now what?

Me: Fuck. Is this a game to you?

Mark: No. I just gave up fighting with myself.

Me: Oh?

Mark: One of the things I spoke about with Jasmine was how I always just did what everyone wanted. Never thought for myself. Even with Nat the last time, I didn't want to do it, but I did it anyway because she wanted it.

Me: And you're half-naked now because?

Mark: You want to blow me right?

Me: I do… but only if you want it. Do you?

Mark was silent for a while.

Me: Well?

Mark: Funnily, I actually do.

Me: Hahaha! You're hilarious.

Mark: But I'm afraid I won't be able to satisfy you.

Me: You know one thing I've learnt over the past few months, is that the mutual feelings with your partner is very important.

Mark: It is.

Me: And I don't know about you, but the way you took care of me, and treated me as a friend despite all that was happening, I think if we did eventually have sex, I'd definitely enjoy it.

Mark: Jasmine said she still wants to be with me.

Me: Uh huh. I more or less expected that.

Mark: But she doesn't want things to change.

Me: Sort of expected that too.

Mark: Meaning I'll still be fucking practically everyone.

Me: Well that's the beauty of it all right? You don't have to be in love with one single person.

Mark: Oh shit.

Me: What?

Mark: Are you in love with me?

Me: Eh. No la. That's not what I meant. I was referring to the concept of polygamy.

Mark: Oh.

Me: Do you want to fuck me?

Mark: No.

Me: Why not?

Mark: Mike is around.

Me: And so?

Mark: You gotta let him know first.

Me: But you took your clothes off and are sitting on my sofa butt naked with your dick out.

Mark: Errr…

Me: Or are you waiting for me to get naked as well?

Mark: I've no idea why I took my berms off.

Me: For weapon inspection? Hahahaha.

Mark: Funny.

Me: Come on, I'm with two ex regulars, I've heard them use those terms before.

Mark: They've got howitzers. I'm a P226.

Me: Erm. Ok. I don't know what those ah.

Mark: Artillery cannon and pistol.

Me: Oh. Ok. You really need to stop putting yourself down. Maybe I like pistols.

Mark: Oh you definitely don't.

Me: I like your pistol…. Hahaha…

Mark: I think I need to shave.

Me: It doesn't bother me.

We heard the room door open and Mike walked out.

Mike: I'm, erm, meeting John. Have fun. I've got new razors if you need.

Me: You were eavesdropping???

Mike: You know the walls are thin right?

Me: Yeah.

Mike: And honestly Mark, out of all the other guys in the group, I'd be more reassured if it was you instead of Jason or Darren or EoS.

Mark: Huh? Why?

Mike: Because I believe you won't hurt her.

Me: And the others would?

Mike: I don't know. But I don't have a good feeling about Jason. Haha.

Me: Alright. Have fun with John. You better not be going to find big breasted prostitutes.

Mike: We're not. Just drinks. I think he's really affected over the whole issue.

Mark: Who's John?

Me: Long story. I'll tell you later if I'm not flat on my back moaning.

Mark: Right.

Mike: Well I'm off.

Mike left.

Mark put his pants back on.

Me: Where are you going?

Mark: To get another drink.

Me: You want more? I might fall asleep soon.

Mark: I'm going to find that razor too.

Me: Oh. It's in his bathroom. Should be there I think.

Mark: Drink first. Haha.

Me: Sure.