My innocent virgin ex GF got fucked by

[enigma88]

The plot thickens.

[sexcision]

Originally Posted by enigma88

The plot thickens.

looks like TS had not been logged on since 21st Dec.
wonder what happened.
really missing his updates.

[Huntsolo]

I also login everyday a few times to check on the updates lol.

[Sacaiboy]

Hope ts updates before Christmas

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In the morning, I drove her to her condo and we got changed there, myself included.. We were rather late already, I took a cab on my own so she could head straight to work. I saw some pregnancy test kits in the toilet, but no news from her so far.

almost 12 15pm… Teo came over to my office “bro, erm, i locked door but my key inside, later I get my spare key from you.. ok i go off liao. you enjoy man” was it just me or he sounded flustered and his face was a little blushed?


I texted my fiancé : you on the way?

her : already here.

me : where??

her : come find me lo. the door is locked, don’t forget the key….

there was only one place she could be… I went over, when I opened the door, she was on the sofa which was just beside the door, still in her dress, legs spread…… the zip of that blue dress was pulled down already, her breasts and nipples exposed.

me : wah lao eh….

her : quickly close the door!

me : oh ya.

I did as told, walked to her after shutting the door, one hand on my head, not sure how to react to this…

me : eh, you shaved ah?

her : no la. trimmed. you like?

me : erm. no preference. when?

her : this morning.

me : ok…. erm what do I do now?

her : huh??? you gay now?

me : oh…. sorry.. too stunned…. ohhhhh….

her : why?

me : song la. this is something I’ve always dreamt of….

her : making love to me in teo’s office?

me : no la. seeing you legs spread….

her : thought I did that for you last night already….

me : in office la dear….. gosh you are wet…

her : still tight right?

me : yup. very……

her : push in deep deep ok….

me : thought it’s painful?

her : not so much already. I like…

me : oh ok thought cos you want easier get pregnant…

her : yup also….. mmmmmmmmm!!

she was fucking horny!!! but wasn’t as wet as when I fuck her in that manner 1/3 manner.. We even switched position, her riding me on top, facing me. we didn’t lock lips, she kept her eyes shut and looked upwards, while hugging my face to her boobs… she continued to ride me until a certain thought got me to cum…….. She continued to ride me even though I’ve cummed, I just sat and let her finish on her own. She gave up some minutes later, then got off me, knelt on the floor and sucked my penis off gently.

me : hey… ok already… love you ok…… i drive you back?

her : I haven’t eat.

me : ok let’s grab some macs or what.

Waited for her to pull her dress down and zip the blue dress back up… it was the same dress she wore for our bachelor/hen night…… we locked the door behind me.

me : you didn’t bring cardigan?

her : huh for what?

me : nothing. let me get my phone.. we better hurry.

Went into my office, had a quick call to Teo to let him know where I left the spare keys and that my office would be unlocked. he had already dropped me a text.

Teo : bro, go take a longer lunch. take your time and spend more time with her.

me : Hey, thanks man. done liao - info about his spare key -

Teo : haha good. scared you two take too long, later staff hear not nice….

me : yeah. sorry man.

Teo : she got tell you to secure the drapes? but if no one in office then nevermind.

me : oh. she forgot. but it’s ok. no one around.

Teo : ok la. you two ok boh?

me : normal lo. why ah?

Teo : she mentioned something la… when I brought her up la. like ask me if you moody or anything. can see she’s worried about you la. she’s like also affected, a bit needy and insecure I can feel. but she’s trying so hard and going all out to cheer you up leh. you really kio a gem la. bro old already, don’t make mistake of ending it, how long until you find another one like her?

me : ok ok. think her bed too small I not sleeping well. I will go talk to her. thanks bro.

When I went out, saw her at the lift lobby waiting for me. She looked so primp and proper, zipped all the way up. After we got into the lift, she wanted to hug but I questioned her instead.

me : what did you tell Teo about us ah?

her : huh? nothing much. I just asked about you at work.

me : why leh? he thinks we are having problems leh.

her : aren’t we?

me : then why are you asking him?

her : he’s your best friend what…

me : you already know what’s bothering us leh. asking him had nothing to do with that. you know it one leh.

her : i’m sorry. but it’s because I really don’t know what else to do. you refuse to come back.

me : you wanted space at first one leh, then you attitude me so much when I keep waiting for you to be ok to tell me what’s wrong. now I give you space, but you still don’t take it seriously.

her : I don’t need space already.

we exit the lift, standing at the carpark lift lobby

me : you ready to tell me what happened that made you treat me like that for no clear reason?

her : no.

me : then? what do you expect me to do?

her : just come home..

me : and you can promise I won’t just be your attitude punching bag?

she looked at me, didn’t have an answer. but she was upset with me as hell also. She just turned and left. I headed back into the lift……

“i just want you home”

I wasn’t even sure if she meant it, or that was her way of manipulating me to go back. I was pretty sure, she’s attracted to Teo, or maybe just his big dick… The way she’s been getting me to fuck her deep, she wants to imagine what it’s like to have a big dick inside her. The way she dressed and purposely come up to our office, ask him to bring her up instead of just calling me. Seriously, what surprise? I know my brother well, the way he talked and described, he probably saw how she posed for me, or maybe she even asked him for advice on that as well….

otherwise, why would she trim her pussy???

she never bothered to trim all this while! only for him to see it? to tempt him? what excuse will she use next, help me test our brotherhood?

I don’t think anything happened though, if Teo had betrayed me, the tone will be a lot more different. I went to his office again, to tidy up and clean up…

then….

I found it….

stashed between the seat cushion and the back of the sofa…..

there it was…….

her fucking black thong…. wait. it’s panties. but whatever..

I didn’t know what to do with it. Felt fucking confused.. Instead, I put it back there… If that was her real intention, there’s no point in trying to prevent the inevitable. I stayed late, until after Teo left. Went in and checked, it was still there. either she left it there for him to find or she must have really forgotten about it.

I kept checking my phone, no texts from my fiancé, I missed her, but didn’t want to relent either….. I went home and gamed. for the first time in what felt like a very long time, I went to bed without talking to her. At that time, I also realised, we never celebrated our monthiversary either. When do we even date it to begin with? given how messy the way we got back together.

the next entire day, no text to each other as well. Lunch time came, found myself cabbing to that cafe I liked, just to have lunch there alone, not sure why. It just felt better to be nearer to her. Somehow, I also recalled my ‘second’ lunch date there with my ex colleague B… felt like calling her up, but I knew that was just for pure rebound/revenge flirting.

next day, friday came, we were still not talking to each other… I went to the cafe again……… ate alone…. contemplating… should I text my fiancé? I was getting weak…. where was she… what was she wearing…….

then suddenly. a text came…

Teo : “Forwarded ~ hey I accidentally left something on your sofa. can help me throw it away?”

Teo : bro. from her. I replied ok. I think you go check for me later? I out of office already.

knowing him… he probably checked it immediately, and he was still in office, but didn’t want to touch it or take it for me as it might get very awkward.. choosing our friendship rather than her….. she could have told me to do it…. but fortunately, it was normal panties, not thong….. but perhaps, she didn’t want it to be that obvious?

I felt rather upset over it.

I don’t mind if she fucks Teo, or suck his cock…. But i really cannot take it if she does it behind my back….

another text came just when I was about to start my next quarrel with my fiancé…

?? : is that you at the cafe?

I turned quickly to check around me, there she was, at the cashier waving at me…. it was #5. She came in over where I sat on the high bench by the counter.

#5 : eh, why you alone?

My eyes immediately looked to her baby bump, it wasn’t big yet, but noticeable …

me : eh congrats leh…..

my eyes shifted immediately to her boobs….. fuck! were they always this big? her dress was tight! fuck, i can even see her red bra strap.

#5 : haha. thanks. almost 4 months already.. come feel it.

she grabbed my hands and put on her belly.

me : started kicking already?

#5 : no leh…

then why you ask me to feel for……….

me : soon bah.

#5 : why you alone ah? waiting for #6? I think she still in office leh.

me : she busy. I like the pasta…

#5 : you two quarrelling is it? can see her mood not so good last few days…

me : wow. you are good….. but nothing la. just working things out.

#5 : aiya. it’s normal. me and my hubby also keep quarrelling… that’s relationships la… you stare enough already?

me : huh? oh erm… paiseh. eh thought you blocked me?

#5 : ahhh yeah…. just unblock just now only. not sure you ma. why would you be here also so far from your office….

me : oh. so we ok now?

#5 : no la. always ok. but better for hubby if block lo.

me : wait what. he knows about what happened?

#5 : yeah of course… I tell him everything… he’s ok one. don’t worry… he told me to have a wild night, but I didn’t tell him everything la.

me : what? ok now i’m lost.

#5 : he’s open minded la. i’m not, but i just shut two eyes, him also.. he goes anywhere, come back late or what, I cannot ask. but same for me also… not that I got people want la.. now already got baby. what to do.. so what happened with you two?

me : you can’t drink la. so no point telling you…

#5 : no need to drink la… (she leaned into my shoulder, very close) but not too late, in case people we know hear…

me : then talk here meh?

#5 : I on half day leave, dapao food to go home. you?

I should have said I needed to go back to the office…

me : i’m free.

#5 : you give me a lift?

me : car with her leh.

#5 : wah you hen pecked is it?

me : gentleman = hen pecked ah?

#5 : haha no la. you are gentleman definitely ( she rubbed my bicep gently, almost in a seductive manner)

me : no la. i’m the loser nobody wanted.

#5 : hey! why you. wait my food is here.

she went behind me and collected her takeaway from the staff, her hand was still on my back.

#5 : how? let’s go somewhere and talk in private.

me : where you have in mind? (her hand now on my waist, her breast pressed against my arm… fuck they are huge!)

#5 : your place?

I should have said no….

me : erm… ok…. let me get that for you…

#5 : see, my gentleman, come I hold on to you for balance…

her breast was on my arm entirely. I felt fucking turned on by her sweet attention and touch…. she flashed me her red panties on purpose when I opened the cab door for her…… in the car, she pulled me closer to her, to sit in the middle, leaned on my shoulder, told me she might get car sick. My arm was resting on her fucking big boobs, and palm was literally on her crotch. I tried shifting away but she locked my arm there. her dress was fucking short, I think the driver could see her panties… and her legs didn’t look that fat as before. perhaps I forgot her newer body shape since the villa and her wedding.. we didn’t talk much until we reached my place. I brought her straight to my room, they did come before for one of the gatherings years ago… My mother saw her and she had a short chat with her, congratulating her on her baby and wedding even though they barely know each other, she explained that I was helping her with work program, even had a thumb drive from her purse ready. She was fucking prepared.

Wen to my room and I heard her lock the door. I knew something was up…… I better be prepared. went to the corner of the room where my stuff were, adjusted a little and set it up. I had to be careful, just in case I make a mistake…

at that point, i knew.

I felt like making one.

#5 : i no appetite. so what you want to talk about?

me : erm…. eh.. oh … (she already poured a shot and handed it to me)

#5 : drink a bit for you la. easier to talk….

me : oh ok.. true.

I did feel like drinking.

#5 : so what happened? is it her ex issue again?

me : wah. how you know? (i lied) actually, what do you know about them?

#5 : hmmm.. you drink some more, then I tell you lo. (i gave her the dubious look) wah lao. you want me to spill on my sister leh….

sisters??? her idea of sister is really dysfunctional, here she was married and hands all over me, sitting next to me so close on the sofa, her skirt basically not covering her panties at all, her cleavage seemed to be showing more also.

me : ok. done. so what do you know?

#5 : erm. she didn’t tell me everything la. but we got warn her, don’t think he’s good for her, but she was like, quite stubborn, didn’t want to listen. but I can understand also, she didn’t want to remain single. That time #1 also kept telling her you were already dating some woman.

me : oh…

#5 : was that true?

me : yes and no…

#5 : ok…. I don’t know.. but maybe that’s why she gave him a try? you know #6 la, her pattern, stubborn. not many guys willing to break her down like you did.

me : i broke her down meh? or she cannot find anyone else then settled for me. you know we dated long before? but for some reason, had to stay low profile?

#5 : hmmmm….. i suspected la, but….. i don’t know why also…..

me : did she stay low profile with that indian?

#5 : no leh. they didn’t say anything, just came together for the dive trip lo.

me : meaning?

#5 : erm…. they share the room lo.

me : they didn’t book separate rooms? then share after that?

#5 : no ah. he was her guest for the trip. limited rooms at the place also ma. not hotel leh. she didn’t tell you?

me : actually, we didn’t really talk about it. so it’s ok…

#5 : ok….. (she fed me another shot, her left palm on my right lap already, her pinky could feel my erection by the side) what else you want to know?

me : so they dated before the trip?

#5 : I think so. never openly say or what. but she took lifts on his motorbike la, coming to the meeting and after the meeting, you know to discuss roles for #4 wedding and to eat the pot luck supper gathering. that part already felt a bit off, cos they behaved like they knew each other prior to that lo…

me : then during the trip? you witnessed anything?

#5 : their sex is it? no leh. just loud lo. my hubby saw….. wait… (she took out her phone and started to scroll…. fuck i was dreading, seeing photo of her in the act again???? heart started to pound in fear) you see this, like a pavilion la.. late night… we saw her squatting for him… you know what i mean?

me : squatting for sex or?

#5 : no la. blow blow….. but i saw her spitting out into ocean. wanted to remind her to use condom, cos this guy… we really don’t know. he looks and feel like player. always flirting with #1 when #6 not around. sometimes maybe even with her around. quite sad la. #4 and I , we really tried to persuade her. but you know la, her pattern. when she set on something, really cannot stop her. quite annoying.

me : anything else?

#5 : cannot remember already. but they quite loud lo. that’s all.. sorry. you sure you ok to hear all these? it’s in the past ok… (she was rubbing my thigh)

me : yup. numb liao. after the trip? they continued to date?

#5 : not sure leh. she didn’t want to talk about it. but sometimes I hear #4 complain to me, she worried our dear young sister being used by that guy la… #4 husband not helpful also, didn’t want to get involved. you know them la, miracle they got married already in the first place. #4 also didn’t want to quarrel with him over her… not surprised if he took money from her all these. at work also, when we try to warn her certain clients, she take it so personally, like we look down on her inexperience, we just looking out for our youngest sister but she’s like you know, making us feel like we are worried that she’s doing better than us… especially that one client……………..(continues to complain about #6 at work)

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it seemed like their so called friendship, more than what I knew……… she went on and on, I was getting sick of her ranting about their work issues.

me : what about the beach walk thing… did #1 really see stuff?

#5 : oh that one ah… i was with her… #1…. hmmm…. you really want to know?

me : yes.

#5 : but what’s in it for me? i betraying my sister leh.

me : what do you want?

#5 : you really don’t know meh…… (her hand slide on top of my penis in my pants…) wah so big sia…. hard….. i miss it so much………. you let me play with it, I tell you everything. even what happened at #4’s wedding and my wedding…… how?

I froze, my heart pounded like fuck…….. i felt my pants being unzipped………….. my penis being pulled out.. i just froze…. it was so wrong……. but seeing that version of her at the ktv……. then now… in person…. she’s so damn sweet and attentive to me… actually, having a wife like her, SO MUCH EASIER! tells me what she wants and dislikes…. why did I mind her body shape and didn’t just go for her???

#5 : I really miss this you know…. (my cock was now in her mouth, she was sucking it in such a smooth, no teeth feeling, and seductive manner…. I leaned backwards and kept my eyes shut.) yours is so damn nice to suck la………. seriously, you are the best fuck i ever had…. ever since our one night together……………… i never stop thinking about your cock…………………

I admit, at no point during that time, I felt the need to stop her.

me : tell me a bit more leh… what else?

#5 : you stand up first………. (she held on to my dick, mouth still sucking….. then looked up at me….) what else you want to know?

me : the beach?

#5 : oh…… hmmmm…. (she sucked my cock some more)… that one ah…… mmmmm……. sorry… i need your cock to break my will power……..

she stood up, asked me for help to remove her dress… asked me to pull her panties down…

#5 : you sit down….. sorry ah, mine never shave…… ok…. (she climb on me clumsily,) help leh… (she lowered her rather loose pussy into my cock….. FUCKING WET!!!! WETTER THAN MY FIANCE!)

oh fuck, what have i done???

#5 didn’t move much. just sat on me : erm….. the beach….. from far, we watched a bit la. curious ma. my eyesight better, #1 didn’t wear her contacts….. i think i better distracting you la, scared you cannot take it (her bra came off, then pulls my face into her boobs….) I saw her sucking him off la, don’t think she knows how to do it. a while only, he lost patience, pulled her up, doggy her by the tree.. I was also scared of snakes la. didn’t want to stay long.

me : did they F in the ocean?

#5 : duno leh. didn’t stay long enough to see. but can see la, he bang her quite hard, like no love. just using her. she like don’t want like that…

I stopped licking her nipples….. fuck… i felt guilty…….

me : then #4 wedding?

#5 was kissing about my face and neck……

#5 : hmmmm….. they like funny in the morning during at #4 house la, not talking… thought they broke up already. she was like avoiding him but also, i also suspect she like purposely zaogeng to him a few times.. like on purpose. quite obvious…. really thought they broke up, no one dare to ask also. but at the hotel room, saw them coming out of the toilet together.

me : not temple wedding meh?

#5 : no ah, you didn’t see the photos? but yeah… don’t think they F la, i saw her dress… not crumpled or what. maybe blow job for what. her hair like messed and pulled… she looked very upset though. i also worry he like threaten her or what. but you know her pattern, how to even ask her? she want to listen? no.. so prideful.. sometimes also feel she deserved it la. now i find out you two dated before, i more dulan for you also. she deserved it la, if accepted you for who you are, you two confirm have at least 2 kids now liao…. not even sure if you want to be with her leh, you sure you ok with her history?

me : I don’t exactly know what happened, but yeah, the past is the past… so she really think i not good enough for her la.

#5 : sorry ok. i think she thought she ended up with some skinny prince charming la. but she’s not with you just for the money. she’s not like that… but i think, she also think you are a player, not serious…. you got try to suggest a fuck buddy only relationship with her is it? or try to be intimate…

me : fuck buddy?? no la. never openly said that… but intimate a bit only. you know like normal couple…

#5 : that time she rigid ma…. but old liao then scared lo. warned her not to be too easy, she attitude instead, like we look down on her. in the end, just give everything away… become like his slave like that… give him money, give him her innocence…. at my wedding…… hmmmmm.. .shit la i shared so much, you never even do anything for me!!!

me : tell me leh.. at your wedding what happened?

#5 : no. not so easy. this is my one and only chance I think. Help me up. (i did as told)

she pulled me to the bed, she lay and spread her legs.

#5 : lick me…. sorry, i haven’t wash. smelly. but i don’t care … you destroyed me . i blame you.. i’m so fucking horny all the time with this pregnancy. hubby don’t even want to touch me. you have to help me.

me : you want to go wash?

#5 : no. either you lick me or you fuck me. you choose. just make me cum. i really need it. dying already…… sorry i change my mind, don’t lick… just fuck me… gosh yours is so big! please push in. i really need your cockkkkkkk!!!

I lost control, looking at the way she spread her pussy, and her biceps pressing her huge breasts together, her wifey sweet face looking up at me with such yearn and need…….. i lost control…. plunge my cock into her smooth and wet pussy. she moaned out sweetly, so tender.

#5 : yes.. yes.. yes.. fuck me.. fuck me…. hurt me… hurt mee….. fuck me hard…. yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes…

I’m not proud of what I did.

to summarise, I could last damn fucking long, I simply couldn’t cum with her, even though I enjoyed it so much. the vengeful feeling, the tender wife feeling I got from #5, the need i got from her, how i was the best fuck she’s been dying and dreaming for, for so so long…….

this feeling i never got from #6 my fiancé then, never once. never a true priority,,, she might be thinking about fucking Teo, or perhaps went up to his office to take her panties already……

even turned #5 gently and fucked her doggy, pulled her hair, hearing her moan, telling me how she always thinks of me, wishes it was me, wished she had made a move on me, married me instead, fuck me daily, a gentleman who spent so much effort in looking out for her sexual and emotional needs…..

I didn’t have much semen left, I was glad, because i ejaculated inside a pregnant married woman after she cummed……..

i collapsed beside her…

feeing nothing but

emptiness..

shallow

emptiness

stupid

confusion

fucked upnesss

#5 : you still need to know what happened at my wedding?

me : not really. numb already

#5 : i just tell you la. i saw her crying. she didn’t tell me what happened. but i suspect the raj tried to poison her mind. she told me……….. she told me she was worried about losing you. fuck….. oh gosh….. oh gosh……… I’m such a horrible person.

she got up, like broken out of her horny trance. she was a completely different woman! I got scared by her sudden change, she didn’t even want me to help her wear back her clothes, but let me pick them up for her. she rushed off, called a car as I guide her out of my house. not to mention, my mother was in the living room. #5 made not much effort to act nonchalant, she didn’t even want her takeaway food even though I offered to run back up to my room to get it for her….

with that, she was gone.

my mother looked at me with so much disappointment, but just kept quiet. I went back to my room, dreading the worse that could still happen, I checked to make sure I had myself protected…

I lay in bed. thinking, what the fuck I had done…..

I don’t know…. somehow, the guilt wasn’t overwhelming. perhaps #5 opened up my mind, making me think what I want in a wife. Honest, non-manipulative? just basically no layers, tells me what she wants and we deal with it, especially since I’ve come to realise how open minded I could really be. I am already THIS SUPPORTIVE OF HER! even fucking understanding her lies after lies, that it was always because she was ashamed of herself. (which I still believe that’s the case)… I really wonder how many men can accept such an experience? rather than pretending that the past is the past ( it’s never the case, all humans need time to move on) I let her embrace it and find closure, together. but yet. why does it feel like…

i’m her last resort?

of being married

of not being alone?

of having kids?


I can still go through with the marriage, considering the part about our parents, not disappointing them. We are sort of the last on the shelf, our sex is good. so I guess that’s what marriage life is like? looking at Teo’s marriage, Ow’s marriage… maybe even H’s marriage….

perhaps….

this is what is normal…

#5’s last line got to me.

“she was really worried that you might leave her”

I wanted to ask, worried out of love, or out of fear of being alone? but hearing #5’s account of the the happenings, her more balanced and less biased recounts. I realise, I was ready to see Raj’s phone….




I went back to work, while avoiding talking to my mother, it was about 6pm. a few of our staff were still around, but Teo already out for the day. Friday after all. I took out his phone, it was flat. Left it to charge, after 5 minutes. didn’t seem to be working. Was the battery completely dead? what was it, just about 2 weeks since i left it untouched…. I just let it charge on my table, cleared some work, then realise…. her panties was still there.. I went over to his office, checked it, it did look like it was left the way I left it… Knowing Teo, he avoided it.. I left it there again, just had no motivation to prevent anything, just let it run it’s course. if she wanted to leave her panties there to seduce Teo, just let it be.

Went back to my office…… finally! the phone came back to life. I quickly searched my drawer for the note which I wrote the passcode on. Fuck. I can’t remember what it was, and I couldn’t find the code. made a few rough guesses. why was my memory so bad? perhaps a part of me didn’t want to open it.

see their chat history…

see how extreme the last two files can be..

I was already feeling numb, not like she cared so much about

my phone rang….. it was my fiancé… I contemplated hanging up on her, after what I did with #5, perhaps it’s best that I just let her go…….

my phone rang again….. this time, I couldn’t resist. I needed to hear her voice.

me : hey. sorry.

her : are you at home already?

me : nope, i’m still in office. why? you?

her : I’m in office also, I’m ready to talk. can I come over?

me : I go over?

her : i’m parked downstairs already….

me : erm. ok.. I come down and get you.

I rushed to the door, fucking worried what I was going to say to her.. how the fuck am I going to own up to my mistake??? she was already at the lift lobby, her arms folded, in a cardigan, simple dark green dress… it was rather short, her dressing has really changed so far…

very guilty, I waved at her, she saw me and came over. In the lift, she hugged me tight, making me even more guilty…. but i couldn’t’ resist, the smell of her hair made me weak. I hugged her tight too… We kept quiet in the lift….. as we stepped out of the lift, at the lift lobby. I stopped her.

me : sorry, I need to tell you something.

her : huh? no please. let me talk first ok? can we go to your office?

me : ok.

we headed there straight…. that’s when I realised, fuck! I was in such a hurry and full of guilt, I didn’t keep my things properly!!! quickly got in, used a file to cover of it. She put her bag down on my table and we both stood, facing each other.

me : listen ok. I’m really sorry. there’s something i need to .

her : no please. wait. let me talk first ok…

me : no. I really need to tell you first.

she was in tears : please?

me : ok ok …

I went over and hug her tight, she hugged me back, then moved away.

me : what’s wrong?

her : you let me finish saying what I need to say ok? then you decide if you still want to

GOSH, did #5 go and tell her what happened??? ALREADY?????

me : i’m really sorry ok. please don’t leave me.

her : leave you? no. wait. let me finish………… I wasn’t drunk ok. i mean, I was high, but I wasn’t that drunk until I didn’t know what I was doing….

me : huh. you mean…. what? like last few days you did something?

her : no. our night… with your buddies… the ktv.

me : oh.. ok… then?

her : I knew what I was doing… I wasn’t drunk… you get what i mean?

me : not really….

her : I pretended to be drunk, and didn’t know what I was doing. but I knew. and I enjoyed it…… i’m so sorry ok…

suddenly, it all made sense….. she had been guilty!

me : huh, why are you apologising???

her : cos I have those thoughts! and wants

me : can I hug you now???

her : you still want meh?

I just grabbed her and hugged her tight….. she cried out a lot, but was in relief than pain. I hugged her even tighter. kissed her forehead. it felt so good, so right. just so right….

me : relax ok. stop blaming yourself. it’s your hen’s night leh.

her : but you could resist the women. I couldn’t……

me : erm. maybe those women just not my type? maybe if other women, not sex workers…. I think I would be tempted also… I’m not perfectly loyal one leh.

her : you say only. got those two so sexy women playing with you, you barely paid them any interest.

me : got la, a bit. after I got high. don’t think you saw only…. so was that the reason why, you know, you didn’t want to face me or blame me?

her : yes…. i’m sorry ok.

me : i really don’t know what sorry you are saying for. it was your hen’s night too remember?

her : yes. but …….. even after the ktv……… I still have… you know…. like the thoughts and urge…..

me : it’s my fault really, I put you in the situation….. but, it’s normal leh. you are only human, we all have our own fetish and needs… but you it’s not like you did something terrible right, like go and act on the desire, not like you made a mistake …………….. ( like I did)

I couldn’t say it out, I don’t think she can forgive me. especially having her in my arms again, cannot stand the idea of letting go.

her : I didn’t….. but almost did something stupid….

me : tell me… it’s ok. we get through this together ok.

that was weird, there was no info from the agent at all. it was all clear, nothing out of the blue. perhaps they are pretty much useless

her : I cannot stop thinking about………

H?

her : Ow… and Teo……… I know I came her, cos I was ovulating, but also, I was tempted to see him again… but I didn’t do anything with him ok… just felt like, talking to him….

me : aiyo. small thing la…… I’m not the same also leh..

her : no, you never bother about #1 at all.

me : i’m not even attracted to her…

her : #3? you didn’t even contact or see her at all…

me : wah lao. #3 is irrelevant to me leh. eh you’ve been spying my messages again is it?

her : sorry. I can’t help it………

me : it’s ok. i’m not perfect either.so what was the something stupid?

her : coming here on purpose lo. just to…. talk to like maybe see him or talk to him, but with you around…….. I did something stupid ok. I hugged him to say thanks for always bringing me up. a quick hug only…… and accidentally let him see…….

me : see what?

her : I thought it was you coming in already, you know. I posed for you. that one was really purely accident….

me : oh you mean that…. wow….. wah.. no wonder his face was so damn red……

her : we never do anything ok. he was very cold towards me also. he’s a good friend to you. don’t blame him ok…

me : its okay…. anything else?

her : I left my panties in his sofa. he came back in all of a sudden, it was in my hand, I just stuffed it away, forgot all about it………..

me : wah, so he saw you spread your leg ah….. was that planned?

her : erm… i don’t know… i planned to pose that way for you. but…… i don’t know… maybe …… i was tempted that he saw too….

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me : so now you love him also? or what?

her : no. not at all…. just… feel attracted only. I also don’t know what it was…. super messed up. sorry I’m so broken ok….

me : is that why you trimmed also?

she kept silent……

me : it’s ok….. can I admit something?

her : yes…….. what happened?

me : you know that lady I chose, the second one…..

her : she reminded you of #5?

me : what?? you knew???

her : not at first. but I guessed….. but you also didn’t do anything with her…..

me : sorry ok. i’m really not perfect.

her : you are not as broken as me! when you said I treat you like you aren’t good enough, the truth is now, i know i’m not good enough or you.

me : then last time? just tell me the truth…

her : I don’t know. not that you weren’t good enough. but just… not sure.

me : ashamed say ashamed la. i so fat. I don’t blame you also..

her : nooo…. not that. Teo also fat what. i went out with him…

me : but if Teo not married back then, between me and him, you choose him right?

her : i think so…. cos i always thought you liked #3!

me : then the panties…… did you at any point, like also tempted that he found it also?

her : ……. yes. but it’s just …… excitement. nothing serious ok. not like I want to sleep with him or what…. just this naughty feeling I cannot shake away……….

me : is that why you kept wanting me to go home?

her : yeah la! you leaving me alone made it so much worse!

me : i’m sorry…….

her : do you still want me?

I hesitated, should I tell her the truth?

her : if you want the ring back, just say it ok….

me : no. not that. I will make mistakes too. you promise to accept me too?

her : of course. I love you ok. I really do. you are not some consolation prize to me. I really cannot live without you.

me : I never stopped wanting you ok… same…. it was like so shit, without you. lunch i kept going to the cafe, hoping for your message, or bump into you.. the last two days….

her : you did…… I kept thinking you don’t want me already…….

me : sorry ok I did stupid things.

her : no that’s enough. erm…. did Teo pass you my panties already?

me : actually, he told me to go take. (i showed her the message) think he didn’t want to get involved…

her : i’m so stupid …. really so embarrassing!

me : it’s our nature la. sometimes we cannot help, let the hormones take over. it’s normal. but not like you fake accidentally send your nudes to him leh.

her : no…. siao! that’s just trouble….

the line of her stuck a chord with me… I checked to make sure that the phone wasn’t visible. We were still hugging in my office.

me : let’s go get your panties back bah.

her : oh yeah. yes…

she didn’t have to look, she knew where she stashed it.

me : so what happened?

her : he came in, I panicked, so just quickly hide it here……. but I didn’t take it after we were done on purpose. I admit ok… I really don’t know why I enjoy this.

me : wait.

I checked around, no one was left….

me : whole office ours now… so……. what happened? come leh, show me how it happened with Teo….

her : erm….. I told him my plan to surprise you lo. he let me hide in here, then he supposed to ask you to come here and you see me instead…..

me : but?? he didn’t leh. but he was very nervous when he came to tell me, think he forgot what your said la. what view you give him???

her : erm…. the same one you saw…..

me : hehe no wonder you trimmed..

her : noooo! not just for him ok.

me : haha .. so he came back in to see?

her : erm, he told me to make sure this was closed properly, (she pointed at the blinds right by the door)

me : wah… meaning he saw inside…. then couldn’t resist, opened the door to take a look in person…….

her : don’t think so la…..

me : he came in looking away, or looking right down the middle at your legs….

her : he didn’t look away… but i shut my legs immediately ok.

me : you don’t underestimate yourself… come let’s role play. pretend I’m him. I’m going to shut the door then come back in ok.

her : huh don’t want la. so weird…

me : otherwise, how you get rid of this fantasy???

my fiancé bit her lower lip and pondered……

me : don’t worry…. I will enjoy it too….(she looked at me, about to say something…) don’t ask me if I’m sure.. yes i ‘m sure.. (we both laughed)

her : ok ok. he’s not coming back right?

me : my dear, it’s Friday… so I close the door.. you get ready…..

she was right about Teo coming in to warn her, I could see through the small gap, meaning he saw and wanted to see more definitely… I saw she was ready… I didn’t knock and went in and acted. “eh must shut the blinds, be care….”

there she lay, legs spread, in her dark green dress…. the front of her dress was done, she unzipped the back o her own. her bra was already off, she pretended to stuff something into the sofa…

her : sorry sorry… (closed her legs shut and covered her breasts with her hands…

me : sorry… erm……. was that pose for me?

her : huh. of course not….

i laughed : oh ok… erm…. sorry…

her : it’s ok.

me : it’s ok ah.. then see again la..

her : no you siao ah.

me : very nice what. hard to forget…

her : no. please forget.

me : jialat la. now I hard because of you… can’t go out yet… got meeting leh.. ah shit… how to concentrate….. that beautiful image of you stuck in my head sia…

her : i’m sorry…

me : you better help me..

her : how?

her eyes were focused on the floor, nervous and embarrassed ..

me : erm.. you help me release? so I can concentrate on my meeting?

her : how?

me : erm… maybe like during your hen’s night? you broke my heart leh. do for H but never do for me….

her : ………. I’m sorry…. yours too big. i got scared…

me : not big at all la. come… ( i took my penis out and pointed at her face) try…. just try slowly…. I promise i won’t tell anyone…

her : just this once only ok…

me : yeah, complete your hen’s night. you left mine haven’t blow only….. ohhhhh…..

my fiancé sucked me off, slowly, nicely, but becoming wild….

me : psst… imagine it’s him ok…

she nodded with my penis in her mouth… her eyes remained shut…….. she was really fantasising… it’s ok… just let her enjoy… whatever I did…..

me : wait.. i need to see that pose again. will cum faster. i promise…

she did as told, lay backwards, spread her legs…

me : maybe you try this la, better…

I guided her hands to spread her pussy lips, her biceps clamping her breasts together…

me : oh yeah… fucking nice… shit la. sorry. i cannot control myself already.

I knelt on the sofa and jammed my cock in. she was wet.

her : no. please. cannot. cannot…

me : why cannot?

her : too big.. cannot. this is wrong..

gosh she was still so much in character.. her eyes were shut.. I tried kissing her, but she didn’t kiss back….

me : what’s wrong, we kissed before already leh, your hen’s night….. why cannot mmmmm…

she locked lips with me, eyes shut…… I kept jamming her hard and fast…. DEEP!

me : psst you ok? should I stop?

she shook her head…..

I faked Teo’s voice : you enjoying this?

she took awhile to register, then…. : no…. please hurry and finish…….

me : yours so tight… i’m cumming…. too tight. i cannot pull out….

her : no.. pull out… don’t …. don’t….

I cummed inside her. we hugged…. i tickled her and teased her and she smacked me non stop.

me : you tempted to leave anything behind? don’t worry his wife never ever comes here one. he doesn’t allow.

her : no la. don’t want him to get the wrong idea olso……….

me : I will have to tell him we used his sofa anyway….. wear your dress properly leh, smile and say thanks.

she did as told, but without her bra on, she wore the green dress back up, adjusted it, sat on the sofa and posed gladly with a twist and a smile.

me : haha, do I tell him you are drunk?

her : huh.. why?

me : you are smiling so happily…

her : tsk…. haha ok.. better.

She got up and put her panties back on, that extra panties and her current bra in her hand…

me : you want to leave one piece behind right…. for fun…

her : will it be funny?

me : maybe… we can both act innocent, you asked me to take it but i forgot about it….

her : ok….

me : haha, just kidding la. don’t play with fire.

I ushered her out and locked it, her bra and panties in my hand. She seemed disappointed though. I avoided letting her into my office, told her to go to the toilet to put her bra back on. Quickly packed and hid raj’s phone again. I met her at the lift lobby, noticed her bra strap in her small purse. She didn’t wear it back on.

me : dinner?

her : ok. where?

me : let’s go somewhere fun.

we hugged in the lift, both of us, in such a mess. I had just let helped fiancé fantasise about my best buddy. That felt alright, but the worse was, I still have to drop the bomb on my fiancé. I cheated on her, accidentally ? or wilfully?

will she forgive me?

when do I tell her?

She looked like she was uneasy as well, perhaps she was hiding something from me also.

She passed the keys back to me, I drove us to somewhere nice, somewhere high, somewhere we could eat and drink and maybe even dance…. My fiancé’s definitely changed, she used to disapprove eating at such places, but now, she was excited to try.

It’s like we both wanted to escape reality…..

We ate as we hugged side by side on the high stool.

We drank as we hugged side by side on the high stool.

Her face was getting red….

me : can I tell you something?

she bit her lower lip : ……… will it cause us to break up?

me : maybe?

her : do you still love me?

me : more than anything or anyone in the world.

her : I love you too, more than anyone in the world. then, can you give us more time? to let our current situation settle first?

me : what is our current situation also….

her : I don’t know….. my messed up feelings?

me : sorry about that…. I let that night get too far….

her : you let? when did you start to think and talk like that?

me : sorry…. i mean to say… sorry I didn’t intervene and… erm…….. wah lao you trap me again…….. like last time…

her : sorry…. I will change ok….

me : nooo.. no need. I kind of miss the past version of you, sometimes. just rotate la… i Love both versions.

her : you sure?

me : haha. new version you now. ‘you sure you sure you sure…’ (i got smacked....) haha and the smacking also…

her : i’m sorry ok. i’m really messed up. I also don’t know how to fix myself….

me : fix? what’s there to fix.

her : I don’t want to be tempted to enjoy with others….

me : but it’s normal… everyone has that, myself included.

her : you? who?

me : I don’t know yet…. definitely not #1 AND #3…… so you please stop your crap hehe. definitely no to #4 also.. haha

her : oei. don’t be mean…

me : #2 no too…

her : #5?

me : hmmm.. maybe, a bit.

her : oh ok….

me : why?

her : didn’t know she was your type.

me : I no type la…. so you feel better now?

her : nope…

me : I mean I did things with her also ma… nothing for you to be guilty about anymore ok.

her : ok…

me : actually, I’ve also been with other women before you….

her : WHAT???? you….. erm….. huh…… but you… (I stared at her, reminding her to think…) i mean… I always thought you never dated before, I thought I was your first…

me : that’s because back then you thought I’m fat and nobody will want right?

she kept quiet….. my face looked rather upset…

her : I don’t mean it that way ok.

me : i know my standards la. it’s ok. but ….. yeah. sorry. I should have told you…. but you really never even asked once… not even once.

she paused to think, but leaned on my shoulder still, much to my relief…….

her : you are right. I’ve never asked you before………. I’m sorry… I guess…. i really took you for granted back then….. so… how many?

me : erm….. can I not say?

her : so many???

me : no la… lesser than 10, more than 6. serious and not serious all included.

her : does it include #1 and #5?

I didn’t think of #1 at all…

me : no, never #1.. but i guess #5, I did count her in.

her : ok..

I hugged her tight to test her, she didn’t push me away. Maybe the alcohol helped….

her : then… how many …. you had … you were intimate with?

me : you want me to be honest? or be mindful of your feelings..

her : honest.

me : erm. all…….. some were divorcees la, so you know. they expect it.

she kept her head on my shoulder, but i could feel like, her head wasn’t pressed on me, she’s just hesitating to move away.

me : are you upset?

her : no. just a lot to absorb… so much of my guilt…… was because I thought….. nevermind…. not your fault also….. but…….

me : i know you didn’t ask, but, yup. I was also afraid, if I told you back then, you won’t even give e a chance… you know what I mean? you were so innocent

her : yup. that’s true also. ………….. did Teo reply to your message?

me : let me check……. yup….. there……

I showed it to her..

“you really kio a gem leh.. congrats bro”

her : you not going to reply?

me : reply what?

her : let me .

[sexcision]

Thanks for mega update after 4 days of Mia bro! Very nice update!

[enigma88]

Originally Posted by sexcision

Thanks for mega update after 4 days of Mia bro! Very nice update!

Thank you for the great update.

[Huntsolo]

Great update! Can see that TS is trying to resolve this issue that #6 has. Feel like #6 has been holding up so long until all hell break loose (losing her first time) and is tempted when seeing other guys.

[fomalu]

Excellent updates TS. Merry Xmas!

[diputs1269]

Mind blogging updates.

[sexcision]

Bumping thread and anticipating content of last 2 video!

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my fiancé typing as me to teo

me : why gem leh?

teo : she so willing to try and please you. no more ovulation right? she just surprise you and f for fun?

me : yup. think she likes it in your office la.

teo : lol, that’s funny. feel free to use it as much as you two want.

me : you want to join in is it?
(she stared hard at me, angrily as she typed this and sent)

teo : lol bro. she got so open minded meh. I can’t lie to you bro, if you two need a 3rd, I will be more than glad to help.

our eyes met, I hugged her tight as I teased her and she giggled. We drank a bit more….

me : haha. you want to help since last time?

teo : yup. told you already what….

her : he told you what?

me : erm…. he tried to date you? but you rejected his advances... then you also found out he’s married and ended things lo…

her : did he tell you anything else?

me : nope. why ah?

she gave me a slutty look then looked away…

me : hey… tell me!!

her : cannot la. I scared you cannot take it……….

at that moment, fuck man. my fiancé isn’t that attractive, most guys just rate her a 5 or a 4… simple, plain. perhaps sweet and cute, but never saw her as sexy and hot… myself too, the most I could give her was a 6 or 6.5…. sweet cute and nice……. but in that moment, she felt like a TEN to me, like she matured into a milf….

me : tell me… eh. don’t torture please……. did anything happen??

her : don’t know…… maybe… don’t know……. he got me drunk… can’t remember….. you never ask, I don’t need to share…

me : erm ok…. I deserve that….. so did you two kiss?

her : don’t know….. maybe…. he brought me here also…

oh fuck! I forgot! but she saw the look on my face, she could tell I knew about that date of theirs….. and also that I forgot all about it.

her : he told you right?

me : yes! but i totally forgot. really.

her : yes. i can tell when you lie. this time round you are just blur. hehe

me : he told me nothing happened leh… he already tried his best moves on you, but you didn’t relent. that’s why he keeps telling me i got a gem.

her : oh. so only he thinks you got a gem, you don’t? cos I’m not brand new anymore right...... you my 3rd guy ma.

me : third? I thought second?

I saw the color drain from her face……… she took the cocktail and sipped….

her : actually…. maybe 4th… not sure. don’t know….. but nevermind what. I’m your 10th right? you also lost count….

me : hey….. i’m sorry ok….. you are not just a gem to me. you are the WORLD to me!

her : just being spiteful la…… you are lucky, I’ve changed….. last time, yup, you were right, I confirm couldn’t accept. but now…. I’m also damaged goods. so… like that lo.

me : don’t say that ok… what damage??? yours is still so tight!

her : what!! you judge based on that only????

me : noooo.. that is just a bonus only… I judge base on how you make me feel ok. You are perfect!

her : yeah you say only.

me : I proposed right? before any more of our mistakes happened?

she kept silent for awhile……

her : yup you are right. I am sorry….

she turned and hugged me. we locked lips a little, our mouths tasted odd from the food we ate. I burped, ruining the mood also.

her : can you tell me about your first time?

me : erm……… (I gave her some details)

her : so young??? goodness…. you must be a sweet talker!

me : wah lao. you ah. really hold nothing back hor. your words this night hurt like thousand daggers. but ok. my fault. I let you continue… eh, I wasn’t this fat back then ok. Rugby team leh…..

her : hehe, I’m sorry. so how was it?

me : awkward? she heard my nickname after a swimming trunks incident, so that was mostly the reason. actually, it was awful. Cos didn’t really like her also. just curious. and you know me, fat kid, got first gf… so didn’t think………

her : ok… i guess that’s the normal these days, back then as well…

me : then you? how was the first time?

her : erm……… (she took another sip) The truth was, I was mostly drunk.. Cannot remember much of it. until the next morning. yup. that’s it. don’t ask le.

me : ok. you ok?

I hugged her tight, her mood was totally gone……

me : hey, you ok???

she drank again, finished up teh whole glass : yup….. but with Teo… hmmm.. it was…

me : Teo??? bluff…

her : haha. wanted to make you jealous…. but I admit. it was very close. I almost…. lost it to him…

me : really?? erm. he knows he doesn’t need to lie to me one leh. he said it was no where near and he was rather upset.

her : i think he didn’t know, if he tried a bit more. I think i……. give in to him already.

me : how come?

her : drunk also? he kept licking my ear… which I didn’t like…… did he tell you we kissed?

me : i think so…

her : yup…. i liked that part… he’s very smooth la. very attentive. can fight with you.. that’s why actually, during those dive trips when you were so attentive to me, I was very careful of you also. cos I almost gave away my first time to Teo ma. like how I almost fell for his tricks. but I also got checked you really not married la.

being extra attentive to women was a formula Teo and I came up together, or rather mostly his idea. we refined it and confirmed it together. sort of.. That’s how far our friendship went.

me : oh, i thought you thought i was too fat and ugly to get married?

her : hey…. tsk. don’t say that.

me : haha ok. and then?

her : yup. like that lo. that’s why, I was always keeping you at a distance, that time I also planned to be single. so not entirely against you la…….

me : tell me more leh.. the kiss? then?

her : my first kiss with a guy some more…….. we kissed for quite a while …. erm.. until he go ‘accidentally’ put my hand on his thing….. it was so big. so scary.. i think that’s the reason, mostly the reason la, the night didn’t end up falling into his trap......

me : haha that’s lucky.. if not, my bonus gone le…

her : hey…… but really meh.

me : yup. you saw it what.

her : but do just one time, will …. you know… lose the bonus?

me : you want find out is it? ahhhhh

I got pinched, very very hard.

her : how dare you ah.

me : erm. you were saying you felt messed up what…

her : yes but not to this extent…….

me : ok…. but one time, maybe not.. but it won’t just be one time what. usually there will be follow ups. he’s that good. sometimes, they get sticky, that’s when his problems start.

her : sticky?

me : they keep pestering him lo.

her : oh.. that sticky…

me : lol you thinking sperm sticky is it…

her : tsk….. you not clear. not my fault..

me : so other than kiss, anything happened?

her : nope. his fingers roamed around only, that was pretty much it.

me : eh you haven’t reply him leh.

her : huh reply what ? oh…..


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me : oh yeah. forgot… she got mention, actually she almost lost it to you.

teo replied within minutes… : wah bro. she exaggerate la. we only kissed. I told you already.

me : yeah. she said that also. but accidentally touched your thing, scared her off.

teo : lol. told you, you kio a gem. other women usually, that work like a charm….

me : yup. yours too big she got scared. you made wrong move.

teo : yeah. can tell. that night also. she rather just suck the black cock than mine…..

my fiancé bit her lower lip when we both read that message… that image came running back into my head, her losing control, mouth fucking H’s penis, which was shorter, turning away from Teo’s big dick, letting go of it, grabbing H by his bums and mouth fuck him in and out in and out… I was at fault also, for pinching her nipples and fucking her hard. Teo continued to support her back, even though he was very frustrated and angry, and also drunk. H just lost control, didn’t move and just stood there and shut his eyes, facing up at the ceiling…. until he cummed… and she didn’t even stop, just sucked him off and sucked him dry… even swallowing his semen…….

(she typed something but I helped her craft it better, to sound more like me)

me : hey, we are both too drunk to drive. can you come over and help? at your usual place.

Teo : oh. you ok? you two call car and go back first? you leave key with the Maitres d? (waiter captain)

me : it’s ok. we wait for you.

Teo : oh ok. on my way. don’t drink anymore bro. you not talking properly already.



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she locked my phone and handed it back to me…..


me : so you sure he’s not your first?

her : absolutely.

me : so… can tell me about your second time with raj?

her : huh. why second?

me : you said first you were completely drunk what.

her : oh… erm… awkward. like that lo…. erm, you want me to ask you all about your other women?

me : ok ok.. understood…… then what about your hen’s night? you wanna talk about it?

her : erm……….. that was what was bothering me…

me : hmmm.. what about it?

her : i don’t know…. it started out funny at first… maybe exciting, to…. erm….

me : i think you drink a bit more, easier to talk.

she gulped down a lot, I let her catch her breath, gave her time to settle down as my fingers rubbed her nipple through the thin dress…

her : mmmmmm……. ok……..erm….. I admit…. i think i kind of pitied him….. especially after what you told me.

me : who? ow?

her : yes…… at first it was pity……. but it became fun and exciting……. seeing the way he lusted after me. and he’s very nice and sweet la… the way he licked me so patiently around my legs first… not like you, always so fast just start to push and pump….

me : AFI again ah? true also. I will improve ok. I realise, I think i lick you total lesser than 5 times…..

her : yeah lo!

me : then why did you kick him at first?

her : nervous lo. and also. worried mine is smelly. but shocked at first, although the way him and teo kissed and pleasured me, I almost just succumb…… actually, never thought of anything more, just kiss and let them pleasure…. never thought I’d enjoy it so much……… so different. so wild.. I don’t miss it la, but in that moment, it was very new, exciting and different…….

me : do you realise, that wasn’t your first time with two men?

her : what do you mean?

me : that guy also tried to join in with us on the boat.. remember?

she bit her lower lip…. : yes… maybe…. that triggered it.

me : he really triggered a lot of things in you hor.

her : i guess so….

me : what was it like with him?

her : told you before.. taboo… but I think I understand why now, because his is really short, always hitting me at that spot, the spot you always aim now…. that’s why I always thought he was so good……. but realise it was not his skill, it was just a coincidence…. just a very enjoyable mistake back then, but regret now…. sorry….

me : sorry for what? I am just glad you can share so openly with me now. no more unnecessary guilt or shame… I really rather you tell me what you want, we work through it, than you having to fight the urge alone and then end up feeling a need to lie to me.

her : ok. I won’t ask “you sure?” anymore, I guess I really do see your point…. but you really don’t blame me for my actions during that night? I really wasn’t that drunk and was aware….. ok I’m doing it again.. asking you if you are sure…. yup…. really. I didn’t want anything more. but the way he licked me. the patience and caring manner….. I felt so obliged to lick him back lo….

me : I can imagine….. then after … eh wait. Teo’s here I think…

We both waved at him, but she behaved like she was drunk and weak again…… I gave her a look and a smile, but she ignored…

Teo : what you two celebrating… ok a not? come let’s go

he wasn’t dressed, just polo shirt and jeans…

she looked at me…. I sort of knew what she needed me to say.

me : her hen’s night part 2 leh… why go off so quickly… eh I go toilet first.

I got off my stool and pulled Teo in. he supported my fiancé but kept his distance…. I took my time, when I came back and observed from far, he was just standing there and patting her back, keeping a distance.

me : huh… what kid of finale is this to her hen’s night?

Teo : bro you two drunk la….

me : yeah… doesn’t mean cannot have fun right. eh bring her go dance leh. go go go…

Teo hesitated a bit, but gave in, gentlemanly led her to the dance floor, there was only 2 other couples dancing. The night was still young. They were awkward at first, especially since Teo was wide sober. Teo just let her lean on his chest, she was nervous too I suppose.

Finally, she looked up at him and wrapped her arms around his neck and they locked lips. That escalated fast. They kissed on the dance area, he groped her butt and brought her crotch close in to his... the danced awhile more, but couldn’t go further. Wife brought him back to me. She got him to sit while she stood in between his legs, leaning on his crotch. She looked at me, then hugged him and kissed in his chest in front of me. She was obviously rubbing/ grinding Teo’s cock on her lower boob. (She’s not that tall) Teo avoided looking at me, smile her hair and kissed her head. She even pulled his hand to cup her breast, he was shocked to feel that she was braless, even gave me a look. Didn’t take Long for her to pull him down to lock lips with her, they were losing control.

Me : time to go.

We had the elevator to ourselves, my fiancé was holding on to Teo like he was her fiancé instead, pulling him in for a short but passionate kiss, while she looked me in the eye……. I nodded at her, showing her the number 10… knowing my fault in this… I guided them to my car, Teo helped her walk, he didn’t grope her much, but her hand was on his butt the whole time.

Teo : bro, keys.

me : nah. you keep her company at the back. I can drive.

Teo : you sure bo

me : yes very. this is what she wants and needs.

I got in before he could reply me, my fiancé was smiling happily at me. He helped her in.. she leaned on his shoulder first, he was like caring, worried that she might vomit…. the moment my car cleared the gantry, I saw some action at the back in the mirror….. they were already kissing passionately, side by side…. Teo remained pretty much still. I shifted my attention back to the road… checked again, Teo’s hand on her breasts, squeezing, body turned towards her…. Junction… I continued to watch… I could tell, my fiance was the one doing most of the kissing. Teo’s hand wasn’t even squeezing her breast, just holding on to it. I shifted my attention back to the road………..… checked again, my fiance was now stroking his penis, both hands. Didn’t even know who took his penis out, she did it, he did it ? or they did it together…. Teo’s hand was squeezing her breasts, lost control already………. I shifted my attention back to the road…… stepped on the wheel and rushed back…….. junction….

Teo : eh careful. careful…

he supported my fiance as she climbed on top of him…. I don’t think they were able to fuck, especially since her dress wasn’t even raised…. I shifted my attention back to the road… heard her start to moan. I took a quick glance, she was hugging Teo’s head into her chest.. I couldn’t see his hand but I could guess he was fingering her….

me : hey, reaching already. the security guard can see, be careful.

Teo took some time to recognise the words of my voice, set her down. they continued to kiss like lost lovers, reuniting. They may as well have been. I felt rather jealous, but I sensed her addiction to taboo love, just like I did towards #5 perhaps. We weren’t so different after all.

me : ok. we are here. let’s go up….

they were both so engrossed, Teo’s head on her chests, her legs spread, his finger inside her.

I got out and went to the back.

me : come on… go up.. can do all you two want…

Teo : …… huh.. huh… sorry…. (he looked like he was drunk, drunk on lust. he turned to help her sit properly… then they got out of the car…. he put her in my arms to support her, leaving her puzzled as well) erm…. i think I better go back already..

I looked at my fiance, she was looking at him, but hugging me tight.

me : oh ok. you sure? still early leh. come on…

Teo looked at me, then at my fiance… then at the floor… : yeah, i think better go back already.

me : I call car for you?

Teo : no la it’s ok…. (he turned, looked around and walked towards the entrance of the carpark instead of our lift lobby)

I looked at my fiance, her breasts were wet with Teo’s saliva at her nipple spots.

me : you ok?

her : ….. no.

me : I’m sorry ok.

her : no…. not about you..

me : you mean, you mean not enough with teo?

her : ……. i’m sorry. no……..I think I need more.

me : how?

her : you help me call him?

me : no, I think you should be the one to go get him yourself. time for you to have the power and choice.

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somehow that statement struck a nerve so much with my fiancé, she looked down, bit her lower lip and then hugged me so tight. She sounded like she was sobbing.

me : hey you ok? i’m sorry. you don’t have to do this, I can call him for you.

her : no. don’t. i’m ok already.

me : you wanna talk about?

she shook her head hard in my chest.

her : thank you ok.

me : for…….?

her : tell you next time..

me : eh don’t make me worry leh……. did I say something wrong?

her : no……..(sniffs and wipes her nose) hey your phone is ringing.

me : eh it’s him leh. how? you answer?

her : ok…. (takes the phone from me and answers) oh…… ok. where are you now? ok.. wait there. I call you again.

me : what’s wrong…

her : hmmm. he says he can’t find his wallet, maybe in your car.

me : our car…

her : haha ok. I go search.

I followed behind her, watched her bend forward and search while I shone my handphone light.

me : wah, when you bend, I’m fucking turned on man……

she turned, look at me, smiled, then bent further…

me : wah lao stop it leh.. later I lose control…….

her : don’t think it’s here….

me : hmmm.. maybe he doesn’t want to leave?

her : cannot be la. he’s not comfortable…

i laughed and pointed at the two wet spots on her nipples as we walked to the lift lobby

me : you go find him? I go up first…

her : you really want me to f him?

me : wah wah wah.. since when I said that. I only want you to test what you feel………. but after all, I’ve made mistakes also. and we aren’t married yet. I leave it up to you ok.

her : mistakes? you mean the sentosa ? and your 10 ex lovers? ( the jealousy and hate in her tone returned..)

me : wah lao… cut me some slack leh…

her : sorry. i drunk. (she let me hug)

me : ok i go up. (luckily we were already in the lift lobby, otherwise it would have been awkward to find some excuse to explain to her why my key card wasn’t with me)

I went back up and took a shower, left the door and gate unlocked….. Not sure what she was going to do. She handed me her stuff, other than our car key, her phone and her card.. Took my time and showered, maybe almost 10 minutes had passed….

where were they????


I got dressed, put the extra covers over the sofa and our bed, and lay on the bed to wait..... finally, I heard footsteps, they weren’t exactly talking. our gate and door opening sounds… I just lay on my bed and used my phone, but slept on her side of the bed which allowed me to look into the living room. They didn’t take long. Heard the door shut, then saw them appear on the sofa, my fiancé was on top of Teo, saw her face above the back of his head. She looked at me, then hugged his head, which shook and sync along with his hand to cup her boobs. Her hands let go of his head and reached backwards, saw her dress come forward, her arms going through the holes. She rested as much of it on teo’s head. She looked at me, the green material disappeared down Teo’s face… My fiancé gave me a look of pleasure and shut her eyes and hug Teo’s head tight, this was the first time he was licking her nipples! He was probably fingering him at the same time. Didn’t take long, she helped Teo take of his shirt, then she climbed off him, told him to get up.. She knelt on the sofa at first, licked his nipples as she and him worked together to quickly remove his jeans and briefs…. she kissed him down his belly, she turned to give me a look then bent her body slanted to lower her head below his belly. Teo’s eyes were fixed on her breasts, stroking her hair…

Teo : if don’t dare nevermind.

Her head went forward, I supposed she sucked his penis head…. went back and forward 3-4 times….. she lay on the sofa and spread her legs(I suppose).

Teo : you sure?

then he got in between her legs………

Teo : eh sorry sorry….. you ok?

Saw Teo getting off our sofa, he helped her up.. She sat there for awhile, much to my relief. As much as I wanted her to have her fun and balance out her deficit with me…… it was still uncomfortable to watch, I could only imagine what she went through at Sentosa with us, she couldn’t even close the door back then, hearing those sounds of me fucking #1, the one whom she detested so much…….. Just like I was feeling now, I should close the door, but I couldn’t. I knew it hurt, but I still wanted to know what was happening.

her : dear, take off your shorts.

I looked at the door, saw my fiancé walking in, topless, holding on to the top part of her dress with one hand, the other hand holding Teo’s hand and pulling his naked body into our room. She threw her panties on my face…

me : huh?

she removed her dress entirely, then helped me pull my shorts off….. She pulled Teo behind her, bent forward over my cock and sucked me off, a lot more naturally than she did for Teo…. she lifted her butt to him, his cock probably poking at her butt..

Teo : you sure?

she nodded her head while my cock was still in her mouth, she kept looking at me, I kept my eyes on her, sniffed her panties and enjoyed her very passionate blowjob…. Teo hesitated, then looked up at the ceiling while he aimed his cock blindly, using her hands to spread her legs more, saw him positioned, was ready… My fiancé shut her eyes, stopped sucking. paused…..

his cock was probably at her pussy opening……….

Suddenly, her eyes squint hard as she grabbed my penis so hard and tight. Her body jerked forward at the same time and she turned her butt away from Teo, who was stunned again and apologised… She apologised back and then sat beside me….

Teo : it’s ok la… you not drunk enough…. shall we call it a night?

my fiancé pondered awhile while we waited. Teo looked at me and I signalled “up to her”.

Teo mouthed to me “you two quarrelled is it?”

I shook my head.

her : no. wait. let’s try again… cannot la. you paid for everything that night… i feel bad….. dear, do with me first.

she pulled me up. She was so different. like…… she was taking control of the situation. Like the power was with her. is she like this at work? she hugged me and whispered to me “f me the way you make me high”

she sat me against the wall and climbed on me, I helped her lower her pussy into my pussy, it was ALREADY FUCKING WET LEH! Why couldn’t she let him penetrate! not like she was dry and it was painful…….. I made sure she didn’t lower all the way, made her lean backwards a little so my penis head could hit that g spot. Her hands reached out frantically at Teo, pulled him closer and his hand from behind her to cup and play with her boobs…. she locked lips with me with so much passion and heat while Teo rubbed her nipples. let let go of my lips, turned, pulled Teo’s body close to her face, then pulling his hands back to her breasts and she sucked him off more naturally now, her tiny mouth working tirelessly and futilely at his huge monster cock. She couldn’t even get half of it into her mouth…… Teo sort of froze, his hands wasn’t even squeezing her breasts, just standing there, looking down at her face as she sucked him on so passionately, perhaps even looking up at him. I wasn’t even fucking her, just keeping her at that angle. Her pussy was getting so fucking wet. Teo started to masturbate himself, but she swat his hand away, took over the masturbation while she continued to suck as much of his cock as possible. I helped her out and flicked her nipples the way she loved it…….

She lost control and mouth fucked him so hard, his penis head probably was hitting the back of her throat, even though she still couldn’t get half of his penis in….. Teo moaned out………… I heard the first gulp…… saw her looked up at him….. showed him her mouth….. heard the second gulp…… she opened up her mouth at him again……… the lust in his eyes, with tiredness, it was real. he pulled his penis out of her mouth and played his penis head around her face, using the residual cum and was like painting her face while she continued to look up at him, holding on to his butt…

her : smaller now. want to try again?

Teo hesitated, obviously ejaculating made him think more logical now…. he was about to say it’s ok… we could tell….

my fiancé got up and kneeled over to the bed beside me. she just collapse backward after holding on to teo’s hands, her legs spread…

her : just try ok…. please… i want to try.

Teo looked at me, his body hanging over hers, his hands spread at the sides of her stomach, I hesitated for almost 10 seconds, then nodded my head at him… He got up, then rested his knees on the side of our mattress for balance. started to aim his cock already. my fiancé kept on looking at me, she looked pissed off, anger…. jealousy…… like I cheated her feelings….. but I saw love as well… I crawled forward and locked lips with her…

my face on top of hers : I love you ok?

she looked back at me : I love you too.

I felt someone grab my waist, before I turned, he pulled and shifted my body to between my fiancé’s legs, then she pushed me down.. I knew what he was doing, and followed his lead. I jammed my penis into her, our eyes met…. “me ok?” she nodded her head. she kept looking at me the whole time, even as Teo left quietly, she didn’t even look at him……….

I started to fuck her the way she likes…. she wasn’t responding much, kept looking away…..

me : you want me to call him back?

she bit her lower lip, then looked at me and shook her head : enough already…

I stopped, rather disappointed. I was so fucking turned on and had an erection to release.

her : why you stop?

me : you said enough already…

her : no.. not you. him. enough of him already……… push in deep ok. all the way……. (I pulled out) hey… why?

I kissed her breasts down, my legs stepped on the ground…..

me : thought you say I don’t lick you enough?

her : hey… don’t … maybe got his semen…

me : dear, we already kissed leh….

she kept quiet and let me lick, and started to moan and grab the sheet covers frantically…… then…. my thoughts started to wander as my tongue started to sore and tire…… my fiancé sucking Teo off…. showing him his cum…. then swallowing it………… the video of her face, showing Raj his cum, then swallowing it and showing it back to him again….. outside their room obviously………

she was upset about it….

she was upset about it….

I reminded myself, but couldn’t continue licking her anymore. Got up, spread her legs hard down missionary, then rammed her deep and hard. She saw the anger in my face, and looked timid. The power hungry version of her was now gone, fucked out of her body…. I kept going and going, I was glad I laid and rested for a while earlier, recuperated.

15 minutes passed.

me : do you still need Teo’s cock?

her : nooo…noooo…..sorry… i’m sorry….

I didn’t care, I grabbed her palms and put them above her head, pressed down on it, hardcore on top missionary, pressing my weight fully on her.. she resisted but I fucked her silly for another 8-10 more minutes…..……. aimed my penis head finally, when I got so tired, so sore, aimed it at her g spot to make her cum. in that position…… that same position when she was trapped by me……… I watch her shudder, kept shaking her head as she cummed and orgasmed…… When her body fell back on to our bed, I rested, caught my breath. RAMMED HER SO HARD AND FAST TO CUM INSIDE HER, while I kept her hands ‘cuffed’ on top of her stlll…… she looked up at me, a bit in tears, like she was in a lot of discomfort, but in that moment of lust/anger, i couldn’t care….

I collapsed on top of her, she pushed me away to her side. Rested… panting….her as well.. beside me. she was tired…. but I felt….

she was waiting.

I then realised, shit. what have I done. I turned and hug her tight, she was tearing still. but turned away.. I pulled her to me to kiss with her…… she kissed back awhile, then started to smack me on my arm at least 5 times…

me : what’s wrong…..

her : i told you not to do that!!!

me : huh… do what?

her : argh. nevermind….


Where did this alpha energy come from again? I thought I already fucked the power out of her just now….

me : i’m sorry. I wanted to hug and kiss you. but was going to cramp.

her : ……. ok…

she turned and hug me instead… we both got up and went into the shower. I think she felt dirty, she kept washing her pussy at first and rinsed her mouth a lot. We eventually hugged under the water for a long time…. it felt good, peaceful.

her : are you angry with me?

me : no. why ah?

her : ok.. sorry… i really don’t know. why… i was so daring.

me : we drank ma… and not your fault la. I know, i can say it’s not my fault, but I should have told you even though you didn’t ask. Sorry ok. back then, I was really scared if you found out, you won’t accept me… I didn’t hide it so I could you know.. ok I admit. At first I wanted to just you know…. date you to be intimate la…. but as time went on, the more you denied me, the more I wanted you I suppose………. sorry….

her : I think I felt it too…… I don’t even know why we broke up…. as time went by, you got even nicer and more attentive to me…

me : i think you remembered wrongly la. I think towards the end, I got frustrated because you refuse to let me get more intimate…. I wasn’t going to wait until we get married also… I got needs, didn’t find other women while being with you. So mind also couldn’t think. sexually frustrated. so these were all the truths ok. I’m done lying to you.

I adjusted teh temperature of the heater, so we didn’t shiver.

her : it’s ok. i can understand. but just now. sorry. actually now also, I still feel a bit upset with you. I felt so guilty, especially when #1 tell you about raj. i wanted to tell you myself. but maybe before we start to date, you know….. like at my own pace….. i keep feeling i’m not good enough for you…..

me : so now you know, I’m not ‘brand new’ before the sentosa… means we are the same la.

her : nice try….. you got 10… I don’t have that many…. not even close! am I even one of the 10???

me : don’t know.. maybe…. (she gave me the look) learnt from you de…. of course inside la. you think I prince charming meh? so do I need to find you… erm… 5 more guys for you to tally up?

her : no la siao……..

me : did you enjoy with teo? or you were just doing it to get back at me?

her : hmmmm… both lo….

me : then why didn’t you let him penetrate? too big?

her : erm….. just no feeling. weird maybe…………. maybe last time, when he was wooing me, I can allow. but now. like strangers….. really just.. cannot…… maybe ow can. but teo.. cannot. too weird…

me : oh…. i think i know what you mean…

her : to be honest. he got push in.. but a bit only. i couldn’t take it already….

me : too big?

her : what’s wrong with you! already said, too weird………

me : it’s the way you said it leh….. wait, when did he push in?

her : at the sofa…. then just now here. when he was behind me.........