Love-Hate-Betrayal-Regret

[BMW69]

OHH hehehe another great update. You leave me begging for more!

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by BMW69

OHH hehehe another great update. You leave me begging for more!

Ah-di...! U are stalking this thread!! Lol

But yah. More would be good don't u think?

[BMW69]

Originally Posted by kittymae

Ah-di...! U are stalking this thread!! Lol

But yah. More would be good don't u think?

Hahaha of course la! Haven't talk to you for so long Still busy ma? Haha

[sambalsotong]

setting up camp. upz point

[Hotspotxxxxx]

Camper late in reporting sir

[curiouslala]

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hahaha of course la! Haven't talk to you for so long Still busy ma? Haha

i think she forever busy la..

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Dinner was at a McDonald's nearby. The three of them ate in relative silence.

Ben was literally over the moon that Jane had kissed him but was kind of pissed that Alex somehow got it on the lips. Accidental or not.

How he longed to kiss those soft lips of hers. He imagined that they were as sweet as the coke he was drinking. He envisioned running his hands down her shoulders, her arms, resting on her hips, giving her butt a little squeeze, before moving slowly upwards to her mounds, cupping them ever so slightly, feeling the softness of her chest through her t-shirt and whatever bra she was wearing. His fingers would run amok, seeking out the little raisins, pinching them, tweaking them, feeling then stiffen under his touch. He imagined her moaning under his masterful touch, writhing, squirming, begging him for more.

J: Ben?

Alex smacked him across the back of his head.

A: Stop dreaming!

He instantly awoke from his daydream and shifted uncomfortably in his seat. He felt a slight stickiness in his underwear. Such was the power Jane had over him.

B: Huh? What?

J: I asked how you did for your exams?

B: Oh. Erm. Ok la. Not to bad. Still in express next year. How about you?

J: Pure science. Alex?

A: Er. Same.

B: Same as me or her?

A: Same as Jane.

J: That's great! We can be classmates!

Jane was secretly ecstatic. She gave him a hug but he tried to shrug her off.

Now Ben was jealous. Insanely jealous. Why did Jane seem to like Alex better than him? He helped her and the other new recruits just as much. And he was way taller than Alex. No doubt Alex had a better body, and was slightly more good-looking, but surely Jane would not want to be seen walking around with a shorty.

But then again, Alex was his close friend. Perhaps he should not fight with him over a girl. He wondered how applicable the age-old adage of "Bros before Hos" was in this situation.

Besides, Alex did not seem the least bit interested in Jane. So if he worked hard, he was sure that one day he could win her over.

But wild thoughts started to enter his mind. Alex was from an all boys' primary school. What if he was gay? He shuddered at the thought. What if he was interested in him? Now he choked on his coke again.

Alex patted him on the back.

A: Stop daydreaming. You can't even drink properly.

Jane laughed.

Ben watched as her chest bounced up and down when she laughed. If at 14 years old she already had a B-cup, he wondered how much more she would grow. Somehow his imagination took over again and before long, both Alex and Jane were ready to go.

J: Bye Ben!

B: Huh? What?

A: We're heading home.

B: Oh.

J: You guys need a lift? My mom is on the way. Somewhere.

A: Nah it's ok. I've got a direct bus.

J: Ben?

B: Where do you stay?

J: Siglap.

Ben nudged Alex.

B: It's along the way leh.

A: I don't wish to impose.

J: It's really ok. The car is big.

A: Well....

B: Go lah...

J: Yeah! We can continue chatting in the car.

A: Ok...

They walked to the nearby bus stop and waited for a short while when a silver multi-purpose vehicle pulled into the bus bay.

Jane and Ben climbed into the middle row of seats while Alex took the back row.

Jane was slightly disappointed, but carried on with her cheerful demeanour.

Alex spent the ride home in silence, listening to Jane and Ben talk about themselves.

He thought that they made a cute couple.

Little did he know that he was the one Jane was interested in. Even if he did know, he chose to ignore it.

At that point of time, Grace was at home on her computer, logged on to ICQ, eagerly awaiting Alex to get home and log on as well. She had a lot of things to tell him.

[late bloomer]

TS, no need stress. You're doing well. No need bother abt us just write whatever u see fit.

Your story reminds me of the good old days. I myself happen to be in a sissy uniform group in sec sch too so I can almost visualise my own childhood when I read yr story ...

[kittymae]

Originally Posted by BMW69

Hahaha of course la! Haven't talk to you for so long Still busy ma? Haha

Originally Posted by curiouslala

i think she forever busy la..

Ah-di..I how busy still got catch up on ur story lor

I've been a zombie cat...but make time for R&R too k...

Ms Lala... U also been mia now and then lor...busy with who what where ha?

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Upon reaching home, Alex logged on to ICQ as usual.

Grace was expecting him.

G: Hey. Can I ask you something?

A: Yeah?

G: Do you like Jane?

A: Huh? What kind of a question is that?

G: Just answer it. I saw her kiss you and you were behaving intimately.

A: Right. The kiss was an accident. No I don't like Jane.

G: Ok. Good. Do you like me?

A: Huh??

G: Yes or no?

A: Well, you're my friend. We're squadmates.

G: Do you think we'll be together in a relationship?

A: What kind of a question is that???

G: I liked you since sec 1. I think you are a very nice person. Helpful, funny, charming.

A: So? I'm like this to any one. Girl or guy.

G: Do you like me?

A: Er. I don't know.

G: I want you to be my boyfriend.

A: Why?

G: Because I like you!

A: That's not a very good reason is it?

G: Fine.

Grace logged off.

Alex wondered what the fuck just happened but ignored it anyway.

He had never wondered about what it was like to like a girl before. Or to have someone admit that they liked him. He hung around mIRC for awhile before shutting down his computer.

Bored, he took out an old photo album from his sec 1 uniformed group end of year camp.

Browsing through the prints, he realised something that he had not realised before. In each and every photograph, besides Ben, Grace was always next to him.

Grace was around 1.6meters, slim, rather tanned due to the uniformed group activities, and had pretty toned legs due to the footdrills. She had long hair, reaching all the way to her lower back, but she always kept it tied up in a bun or ponytail. She was not as curvy as Jane, and her chest was probably an A cup, but her legs were so well toned that they were the envy of most guys, Alex included.

Alex closed the album.

What did she mean when she said she liked him?

Jane was pretty warm towards him too. Did that mean she liked him as well?

He laughed to himself, dismissing the possibility. After all, he was still shorter than most guys his age. Not that he was truly bothered by it, but sometimes he wished he was a little taller.

He turned off the light and lay on his bed. He was extremely tired from the camp but he simply could not sleep.

Well, at least he still had 3 weeks of school holidays to relax and prepare for a new chapter of his life in secondary 3.

[Tai_zi21]

Here to show support for 1 of my fav writer in sbf!

[BMW69]

What could happen in the 3 weeks?

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Secondary 3 started rather interestingly. Firstly because Alex realised he had little interest in science, especially Physics. And suddenly, Mathematics 'C' was totally unlike Mathematics 'D', and those were the grades he was getting for maths. Suddenly he was regretting his choice of studying hard and ensuring he got into the best class.

Seeing as how he was struggling academically, he decided to concentrate on his CCAs instead, especially the uniformed group, as there was another training camp in June, just before the secondary 3 students took over the running of the corps from the secondary 4s.

Not surprisingly, with Alex and Ben's guidance, Jane improved tremendously in her knowledge and skills and there was talk of her taking up a leadership role in the NCO board. Somehow, the uniformed group had transformed the school belle into a mature, responsible and forward thinking young adult. Or perhaps Jane was merely growing up.

Surprisingly, Alex encountered a tremendous growth spurt. Purberty really hit him late. By the middle of the year, he had suddenly gained more inches than the ruler in his pencil case and he was now slightly taller than Jane, around Ben's height. The only difference between him and the other guys, was his absurdly fit and toned body.

The sudden height increase did not turn him into a lanky beanpole like it did to most of the guys, and he retained his broad shoulders, bulging pecs, toned arms and washboard abs. Even the graduating batch of students seemed to be in awe of him, the girls sneaking second glances when he walked past, the guys passing snide remarks about steroid use. Needless to say, suddenly, Alex was no longer in the "clique". He had become the "clique". And scores of girls and guys were practically queuing up to get to know him.

Such was the superficiality of secondary school life.

Grace was still in the sidelines.

She could not accept being blown off by Alex just like that, and seeing that he did not pursue a relationship with Jane, she decided that perhaps she should try again. Except now it would prove to be more challenging, given the sheer amount of competition. But at least she had the upper hand of knowing him first. And he was still nice to her. In fact, he practically ignored his new found "fan" club, other than exchanging courtesies.

Unfortunately for Grace, Alex had yet to reach the "oh-my-god-that-girl-is-hot" stage. He was still somewhere between computer games and sports. She decided that something had to be done, and that she would do it after the camp.

Jane realised this long ago, that Alex was like a teenage boy stuck in a kids body. She often wondered why nothing she or any of the other girls did could attract his attention or even get him interested in them. Did he not have any normal male hormones? She was after all, a nubile young female with a killer body for a 15 year old. And the other girls were not too bad themselves. She realised too that Ben was interested in her. But somehow, her instincts told her that he was just another wolf. Possibly even a colourful one. Part of her told herself to give Ben a chance. After all, this would be a schoolyard romance. It was not as though she was going to marry him.

However, she wanted to be fully certain that Alex was not interested in her. And until she had that answer, she could not betray her own feelings.

In truth, Alex still had this nagging feeling that both Jane and Grace were interested in him. And possibly so were a few other girls. He started to question his own sexuality. Was there a possibility that perhaps he truly was interested in guys? Sure, he found girls pretty, and he did get aroused when he watched porn. But why was it that in real life, he was not interested in girls? So many of his classmates and close friends were going "steady". While he did not feel left out that he was not attached, he felt like a super bright lamppost whenever he went out with them.

But he put all these thoughts away and chose to focus on the upcoming camp. He knew that if he could not motivate himself to do well in his studies, a good CCA grade would put him in good stead for a good tertiary institution.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by late bloomer

TS, no need stress. You're doing well. No need bother abt us just write whatever u see fit.

Your story reminds me of the good old days. I myself happen to be in a sissy uniform group in sec sch too so I can almost visualise my own childhood when I read yr story ...

I wonder which sissy CCA you are referring to? Haha...

Originally Posted by BMW69

OHH hehehe another great update. You leave me begging for more!

Originally Posted by kittymae

Ah-di...! U are stalking this thread!! Lol

But yah. More would be good don't u think?

Originally Posted by Tai_zi21

Here to show support for 1 of my fav writer in sbf!

Thanks for the support!

Originally Posted by BMW69

What could happen in the 3 weeks?

Nothing actually. Lol.

[eeemen]

Waiting for the next update to see if its Jane or Grace that wins Alex's heart, or is it Ben that Alex is into?.? Lol. Cheers, ........................