My attempt at sharing my experiences...

[ilurvebitches]

kip updating ur story bro. . . Wad a way to start my day. . . Hahahah!

[blohsg]

hehe just do 1 thing at a time ... the one that's more immediate and right in front of you ?

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Seriously speaking, I was not sure I wanted to be in a relationship at that
point of time. Of course, it would have been good to be stable, but as all
of us know, sometimes our Big Birds tend to overrule our common sense.

Nicole had already stated that a threesome was out of the question, and if I
fucked her little sister and she found out about it, I might not even have a
chance with her. Now the keyword here was "might". At least it was not a
"will not".

So if I got it on with Natalie, there was a chance that I might not get to
be with Nicole afterwards. But how slim was this chance? Was I willing to
take the risk?

Now, if I did not get it on with Natalie, and stuck to Nicole, I would
probably never get the chance to see what she was like. It would be even
more difficult if I got attached to Nicole but Natalie keeps flirting with
me. Or was I willing to be a loyal boyfriend-to-be to a girl who had never
been with a guy before? No doubt she was very sexual, and she made me cum
with just a handjob, but otherwise, she would probably be lacking in
experience. Would I be satisfied with that?

However, the thought of the threesome kept playing on my mind. Perhaps there
was an outside chance that Nicole would be agreeable to it if Natalie was.
Maybe Natalie could convince Nicole to try it just for fun. And maybe after
that I could still be with Nicole if I wanted to.

On hindsight I was probably quite the bastard for thinking about all this.

Here was a girl who was willing to give herself to me, and yet all I could
think of was how to get her twin sister in bed, whether together or
singularly. What was I really after?

Tanya opened my eyes and mind, and of course, penis, to sex. Charmaine just
made me continue to be horny. After all, if a pussy is available, which cock
would say no?

I was really horny back then, being young and reckless, and having raised
levels of testosterone due to my gym sessions. I guess you could say I was a
very physical person.

But emotionally, I was probably a wreck. Having gone from a failed
non-sexual first-ever relationship, to having my first sexual encounters
with a super-hot girl (in my opinion) who was way out of my league, to being
in a complicated relationship with a girl who was crazy (not that I have
anything against her, but her behaviour towards me and herself was pretty
undesireable).

Then I met Nicole, the supposed ex-lesbian, who was hot in her own way, and
seemingly interested in me. The only stumbling block here would be her
hotter twin sister, who seemed to have her eyes on me, and had her hands on
my dick.

What was I willing to give up for a night of fun? Would it be a few months
of fun but not as fun? Or would it turn out to be even more fun? Why was
having fun the only thing on my mind? I had just quit school, was relatively
jobless, and probably could not afford to upkeep a girlfriend.

Maybe all I wanted or needed then was just sex, sex and more sex. Maybe I
did not care about the feelings of others.

But in the end, it was all these experiences that shaped my mindset and made
me the person I am today.

[blohsg]

bro ... you still had time/mind to fight over morals/psycho-analyze yourself ?

How long did it take for you to succumb b4 something happened?

haha

my personal xp : you think too much about some things and the opportunity passes ...

i had chanced upon 3 gals - who just moved into my hostel house during skool days & were having a party of sorts (term was over and I was collecting leftovers & had a plane to catch the next day) ... I offered my remainder bottle of tequila/jackdaniels ... after a couple of tequila shots/whiskeys with cheesy retro music they were playing, I was sandwiched between a lesbian (bi maybe) / gal while they were making out in front of me & we got quite sloshed ... we exchanged spit & the other came up and started stroking my groin thru my jeans ... we some how moved to my "old bed room" & I hesitated when asked to share my "package" as they were curious about a Chinese guy ... I thought long & hard about my "hanging in the air relationship" with my gal who had returned to SG about 1 week ago & I said NO I can't.

so they ended up going wow so sweet blah blah blah their bfs would had say yes blah blah blah this & that ... then the 2 continued with their performance while I drowned myself with more drinks ... I kinda woke up in a daze at 6am and jumped out of the duvet & mess, bade the gals goodbye & rushed for the train to the airport ...

yes ... so much for thinking with the big head ... it wasn't worth it haha

[EnigmaofSorrow]

well bro blohsg, you know what they say, what they don't know won't hurt them...

as for me, i'm afraid one day shirley will find this thread.

AND, sometimes i still meet jenny...

if i'm caught, it will be hell of explaining to do...

cheers!

[EnigmaofSorrow]

I sorted out my thoughts and decided on my course of action.

I went up to Nicole and gave her a hug, staring deeply into her eyes.

They say that the eyes are the windows to a person's soul. Hers, however,
did not betray her emotions, and I wondered if my next few words would be
effective.

Nicole returned my hug, running her hands up and down my back.

Me: Why don't we join Natalie for a drink?

Nic: You really want to?

Me: Yeah.

Nicole appeared slightly disappointed. She let go of me and pushed me away.

Nic: You want to fuck her right?

Me: What makes you say so?

She sat back down on the bed and patted the space beside her. I sat next to
her.

Nic: Do you agree she's hot?

Me: Well...

Nic: Hotter than me at least?

Me: Everyone is attractive in their own way.

Nic: You don't have to be politically correct.

Me: Ok, she's hot, yeah. But I don't have any emotional attachment to her.

Nic: So you do for me?

Me: I think so.

Nic: What do you mean think?

Me: I can't explain it.

Nic: I told you before I won't be a rebound or replacement for your ex.

Me: I know. You're not.

Nic: Then if you like me, why do you want to sleep with my sister?

Me: Erm.

Nic: How can you say you like me but you want to fuck around?

I tried my best to come up with an explanation but my brain refused to work.
So I tried something else.

Me: Ok, let's say there are two guys, you like one but the other is really
attractive. And you had a little too much to drink. The guy you are
physically attracted to makes a move on you. What would you do?

Nic: That's a trick question.

Me: No it's not. I merely reversed the roles.

Nic: That's not fair.

Me: Life isn't fair is it?

Nic: No. But if I let you sleep with my sister, and later on we really get
together, how do I know you won't cheat on me with her or others?

Me: Well, we aren't together yet.

Nic: And I'm seriously changing my mind about wanting to be with you.

Me: That's ok.

Nic: What? I thought you were a nice guy.

Me: I am. Just not in a general way.

Nic: You're an idiot.

Me: And you are one too.

Nic: I really thought we could have had something nice.

Me: We could have. But then you brought Natalie into the picture

Nic: You're blaming me? This is my fault?

Me: Somewhat. If you didn't get Natalie to seduce me...

Nic: I didn't ask her to go this far!

Me: So you're telling me it's an act and she doesn't want to sleep with me?

Nic: No. Wait, I really don't know.

Me: You don't know your own sister?

Nic: No. She's different. We're alike but different.

Me: So why don't we all just go down for a drink and sort this out?

Nic: I don't want you to sleep with her.

Me: I don't belong to you.

Nic: I want you all to myself.

Me: You had the chance but blew it. No wait, you didn't blow it.

Nic: You pervert.

Me: You started this game. Now you finish it.

Nic: If you sleep with her, I never want to see you again.

Me: Up to you. But remember that this is your own doing.

Nicole started tearing. Maybe I had gone too far. My reverse psychology did
not seem to be working. She wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

Nic: Ok, you bastard. I really misjudged you. Let's go finish this.

[blohsg]

Well ... if they don't find out that is ... if it does ... hurt will just the tip of the iceberg ...

hehe then why did you decide to share "you sExciting Xp" here ?

SBF isn't a main-stream topic ... hopefully nothing here gets "exposed" or you'll have ST/media/EVERYONE going thru everything thread with a fine tooth comb.
hmmm in case that happens ... would da BOSS here shut down this place to save everyone's asses ?

so it's still going to b a 3-some ? nic & nat OR nic or nat ?

hmmm ...

[mentholfresh]

Bro TS, as always, write so good. Maybe later can make a e-book.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by mentholfresh

Bro TS, as always, write so good. Maybe later can make a e-book.

someone recommend a publisher to me then... or someone volunteer to publish it?

but seriously, without proper credentials it's hard to cut it as a writer here...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by blohsg

Well ... if they don't find out that is ... if it does ... hurt will just the tip of the iceberg ...

hehe then why did you decide to
share "you sExciting Xp" here ?

well, all the names have been changed. but the events are the same. if the person involved reads it, they will know.

stay tuned.

[HRHorniness]

Originally Posted by EnigmaofSorrow

someone recommend a publisher to me then... or someone volunteer to publish it?

but seriously, without proper credentials it's hard to cut it as a writer here...

Self-publishing is an option. Having to sort out the editing and marketing on your own might be a bitch though.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by HRHorniness

Self-publishing is an option. Having to sort out the editing and marketing on your own might be a bitch though.

other than the forummers here, i doubt anyone would pay to read this kinda stuff...

haha. but thanks for the advice.

[blohsg]

business wise ... maybe it izn't easy to publish ...

the Internet's 24/7 ... if you can create stories similar to what you've written here ... post it online ... position yourself as a Cassanova/hot stud/love guru ... start short stories series ... shoot some porn ... intimate scenes from your stories ... create enough interest, you could be blogging sex sex sex like the next xiaXue ?

She's getting quite a deal with advertisements, endorsements and what nots ?

[LaBaDingDong]

waiting for next update !

[pro.d.igy]

This has been my must read thread.