Love-Hate-Betrayal-Regret - Page 31

BMW69 · #**451** 13-05-2015, 10:43 PM

I hope Natasha doesn't die choking on her coffee...

Great update EOS!

EnigmaofSorrow · #**452** 13-05-2015, 11:12 PM

N: What?

J: I want to have sex with a girl.

N: Why?

J: Why not?

Natasha was getting a little confused. What was Jane talking about?

N: Are you sure?

J: I think so. It's something I've been curious about for a long time.

Wild thoughts ran through Natasha's mind. Was that why she kissed me so passionately? And it did trigger a very strong physical reaction.

N: Er Jane?

J: Yeah?

N: I'm a little uncomfortable about this.

J: Why?

N: I'm pretty sure I'm straight.

J: But are you curious?

N: Well, I'm a little curious. But it's more of a physical thing than an emotional one.

Jane laughed.

J: I'm not asking you to be my girlfriend. I just want to experience it.

N: Erm. You haven't even tried pleasuring yourself.

J: Teach me?

Strangely enough, Natasha was getting a little hot and bothered.

N: Didn't any of your exes finger you before?

J: They did. But I've never done it myself.

N: Just pretend it's them doing it?

J: I don't have such a good imagination.

N: Er. Ok.

J: Do you want to?

Natasha thought about it for a little while. She did get horny earlier in the day and she was actually a little curious. She wondered if her boyfriend would be able to book out from camp later.

Natasha finished up the last of her coffee. Her boyfriend was definitely not going to be pleased about this.

N: Let's find a quiet area.

Jane's heart was pounding. She was feeling very excited about this. No doubt she really wanted to be with a guy, preferably Alex. But at this point of time, her curiosity was getting the better of her.

Natasha wondered if this would change their friendship or even her sexual orientation. To her, Jane was hot. Someone who could get any guy she wanted. Jane was someone she wished she was. And now, Jane wanted to explore her sexuality with her.

Jane recalled a certain place in this very shopping center that her exes brought her to to make out. She even blew one of them there before.

Taking Natasha's hand, she led her up the escalators and towards the outdoor play area on the top floor.

The security guard had just returned to his table after grabbing an instant coffee. It had been a rather slow day. Other than the kissy couple a few hours before this, nothing interesting had happened. He casually glanced at the monitors while sipping his coffee and instantly spat out the steaming liquid.

He removed his glasses and rubbed his eyes. The screen showed two figures, both with long hair tied in ponytails. Their arms were wrapped around each other and their faces pressed against each other. He put on his glasses again just in time to catch one of them sliding her hand up the others blouse.

He looked around for his box of tissues. Grabbing it closer to him, he unzipped his pants, letting his rapidly growing boner out from its confines.

Finally, it was going to be a good day.

BMW69 · #**453** 14-05-2015, 09:06 PM

After the double updates yesterday... Any updates today?

EnigmaofSorrow · #**454** 14-05-2015, 09:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BMW69

After the double updates yesterday... Any updates today?

Nope.

Not at the moment.

EnigmaofSorrow · #**455** 14-05-2015, 10:59 PM

G: Where are you going after this Alex?

A: Home?

G: Do you want to have dinner together?

A: Not really. Don't you have school tomorrow? Finished all your homework already?

Grace was a little upset that Alex was being cold towards her.

K: Speaking of homework... We better check if there's anything we missed.

A: Oh yeah. Forgot about that.

C: I think it's best if neither of you skip school again. JC is very different from secondary. Anyway I'll be heading home now. Alex, if you need to talk or anything do give me a call.

Christine excused herself from the group and hailed a taxi. It pulled up beside her by the roadside.

G: Hey! Wait for me!

C: Are we going the same way?

G: I think so.

C: I'll drop you off first.

Alex and Karen watched as the taxi pulled away.

K: Are you ok?

A: I guess. I've been trying to avoid her all this while.

K: I can see that you're still a little affected.

A: Well, I did all I could for her. I think it's time she left me alone. Can't you talk to her?

K: I may be her cousin but we're not that close. Besides I only found out today she's the ex you've been referring to.

Alex and Karen headed to the bus stop. She grabbed his hand.

K: Shall we have dinner?

A: I'm not very hungry.

K: Is there anything you'd like to do?

She stroked his arm lightly.

A: Not really.

K: I'm alone at home again...

Alex wondered if he should just ignore her. It seemed like all she wanted from him was some sort of sexual gratification. No doubt he enjoyed being physical with her as her body was a real turn on to him, but surely there was a limit?

Karen truly wanted to try and understand Alex, but at the same time she also wanted to fuck him badly. She could scarcely remember the last time she had a real dick in her, and her loins ached for a good fuck. Alex was amazing in pleasuring her with his tongue and fingers but what she really wanted was to have him fill her with his substantial cock. She was getting wet at that mere thought.

Inside the cab, Grace was fighting back her tears. Christine noticed it and tried to comfort her.

C: There there. Alex has been very nice to you. Maybe you should give him a break?

G: I've liked him since sec 1. I know I've made some really horrible mistakes, but is it really too much to ask for him to take me back?

C: Time heals most wounds, his or yours. I'm sorry I don't have much experience in this.

G: I wish that bastard Ben never existed.

Christine remained silent. That bastard was giving her the best sex she had ever received in her life.

As the taxi pulled into Grace's estate Christine gave her a hug and stroked her hair as she got off.

C: You'll be fine. Someday.

G: Thanks Christine. See you at school tomorrow.

The taxi pulled out of the driveway and back onto the main road and headed towards Christine's estate.

His right hand was feeling sore, but not as sore as the tubular piece of meat he held in the palm of his hand. This was his best day yet. He had managed to squeeze three out in the space of half an hour. All along, he could only manage two. Perhaps it was the novelty of watching two girls get it on that aroused him more than any heterosexual couple ever had. He was extremely thankful for this job. Although the pay sucked, he had access to free "porn" almost every single day. He cleaned up the mess and dumped the used tissues into the waste bin. He decided he probably should not push it at his age and that he already fulfilled his quota of warding of prostate cancer for the entire week. Smiling to himself, he turned his attention to the other monitors.

Jane struggled to catch her breath. She was all hot and sweaty and her fingers were sticky with Natasha's juices.

N: You're amazing.

Natasha kissed her on the lips and reached into her bag for some wet tissues to clean her own Jane-juice laden hand.

J: It was amazing.

N: Now imagine if we used our tongues instead.

Jane felt another hot flush.

J: I don't know how.

N: Neither do I. My boyfriend does it. I'm not sure how good he is though.

J: I want to try.

N: Here???

J: No. Somewhere more private. Maybe you can stay over at my place one day?

Natasha was getting a little worried.

N: Erm. Look Jane, experimenting has been fun. But I'm not sure how far I want to take this.

Jane was taken aback slightly. Wasn't Natasha her best friend? Shouldn't best friends do things together? She felt a slight discomfort in her chest. A feeling similar to what she felt when Alex made the choice to abandon her. She put on a forced smile.

J: Oh. It's ok. It's not as though I'm les or anything. I just wanted to explore these weird thoughts I have.

Natasha shrugged.

N: Well, it's getting late. We probably should be going home.

J: Yeah. I guess so.

N: I'll make a move first?

J: Ok. See you tomorrow.

N: Bye.

Natasha grabbed her bag and headed for the exit, leaving Jane sitting there alone to gather her thoughts.

Jane could not figure out what was wrong with her, or why she was feeling this way. As she watched Natasha walk off she felt a hopeless feeling of abandonment. It was not supposed to be like this. She wanted to love and be loved in return. Yet another had left her all alone again. Tears streamed down her face and she quickly wiped them off. She was stronger than this. She had to be.

EnigmaofSorrow · #**456** 15-05-2015, 12:05 AM

Alex accompanied Karen to the food center as she wanted to grab some dinner and he walked her home after that.

On his way back, he lit up a stick and took a drag, not caring if anyone caught him as he was still in his school uniform.

The acrid smoke burned his lungs and throat. Perhaps he should be smoking something else.

He made his way to the 7-11. His cashier-neighbor, Jessica was about to hand over her shift.

J: Hey!

A: Hey...

J: You ok? You look a little strange.

A: Just tired.

Jessica sniffed the air around him and pulled him aside.

J: You smoke??

Alex wondered if he should blatantly lie to her, or just be truthful and ask for her help.

A: Er. Yeah. Just started today. Bought the wrong kind. Was thinking of getting something else but I'm not really sure...

Jessica shot him a look of disapproval.

J: Aren't you underaged?

A: Yup.

She shook her head.

J: Let me hand over then I'll sort you out.

Alex wondered what she meant by that, but complied anyway, exiting the store and waiting outside.

About ten minutes later, Jessica came out and literally dragged Alex to the playground nearby.

J: Why?

A: Why what?

J: Why are you smoking?

A: I'm stressed? Upset?

J: Oh? That's a horrible reason.

She sat down on the bench and he sat down next to her. She stretched out her hand.

J: Hand it over.

Grudgingly, he handed over the pack of Marlboro Reds. Frankly, he had no clue why he was being so subservient. She took the pack and lighter.

J: Reds??

Alex had no reply.

J: These are probably the worst cigarettes to start on.

A: Huh?

J: You could have started on something lighter. Plus you're in school, smoking reds will give you away.

A: What?

Jessica took out a stick and lit it.

J: Don't mind if I do.

Alex shrugged and attempted to take another one. She slapped his hand away.

J: My dear boy. You're still in uniform.

A: Technically so are you.

Jessica rolled her eyes.

J: Hello? This is my work outfit. And I'm legal.

She took a long drag and exhaled slowly, blowing smoke rings. Alex was slightly impressed.

J: So why?

A: I don't know. Upset I guess.

J: About what? Your hot date didn't work out?

She nudged him and winked.

Alex wondered what she was talking about until he recalled the previous night and his passing comment about loving sex.

A: Oh. No. Not that.

J: Condom broke? Haha.

A: Didn't even use them.

J: Oh my. You're dangerous.

She pretended to move away from him.

Alex wondered if he should confide in her.

J: You know about STDs and unwanted pregnancies right?

A: Yeah. I read about it.

J: Then why go raw? Raw is war you know?

Alex sighed.

A: I'm still a virgin.

Jessica choked mid-puff.

J: Haha! What?

A: I lied. I didn't want to seem like some inexperienced kid.

Jessica could not stop laughing.

A: Hey. It's not that funny right?

J: Hahahahahahaha. Who're you trying to impress? Me? Hahahahaha.

A: No... It's just... A little awkward to be buying condoms.

J: Hahahaha. How is it awkward? It's for safe sex.

A: I don't know.

Jessica pinched his cheek.

J: You're so cute....

Alex ignored her and grabbed the pack lighting a stick in the process. Jessica frowned at him.

J: Don't smoke that.

She took the stick from him and stubbed it out.

J: Wait here.

She got up and walked towards the convenience store nearby and returned shortly with a plastic bag. She sat down next to him and withdrew a fresh packet.

J: Try this.

He looked at the pack. Salem was not a brand he was familiar with.

A: LSS?

J: Low smoke & smell. Or less. Or whatever. It's a lot lighter than reds. And easier to mask with fisherman's friend.

Alex opened the pack and lit one, feeling the first rush of menthol into his head.

A: Woah. This is nice.

J: Better right? I smoke this in my room all the time. Just open the window.

A: I see.

Jessica dug into the plastic bag again and took out a can of beer, trying but failing miserably to pop the tab.

J: Damn my nails.

Alex took he can from her and opened it, handing it back to her.

J: Thanks.

She took a long swig and leaned back.

J: You wanna tell me about it?

A: It's a pretty long story.

J: Hmm. In that case, you wanna come over?

A: Where?

J: My place.

A: Is it convenient?

J: Why not?

A: I mean, you're girl, I'm a guy.

J: Haha! Oh please, what's the worse that could happen? Besides, I'm not the virgin.

Alex scowled at her.

A: That's not fair.

J: Well, come over and tell me all about it.

A: I guess I will. Since I have nothing better to do.

J: Oh? No school tomorrow?

A: Don't feel like going. Not in the best of moods.

She ruffled his hair.

J: Poor thing.

A: I'll go home and shower first. Do you need dinner or something?

J: Sure. Why not? Though I'm already drinking on an empty stomach.

A: Ok. I'll grab some cup noodles of snacks then.

J: Do you want to drink? I can get more beer.

A: I don't really drink.

J: Yes or no?

A: I guess there's no harm right?

J: Just don't puke in my room.

She finished up the beer and they both proceeded to the convenience store to grab more. Alex picked out some cup noodles and snacks before the two of them headed back to their block.

J: Cya in awhile.

EnigmaofSorrow · #**457** 15-05-2015, 04:49 PM

Jane wandered around aimlessly before boarding the bus that would eventually take her home.

She was a little confused by her own behaviour and the things that she had been doing.

She wondered if it was because she was equating the feelings of physical gratification with much deeper feelings of love and acceptance.

As she sat alone at the back of the bus, her thoughts went back to the days where she and Alex would take the bus to the shopping centre after school. She missed those days. She missed having Alex around her, talking to her, protecting her, and comforting her when she needed it.

Part of her wished she was more forceful in not allowing him to return to Grace's side. But she knew that would have been selfish on her part. Grace needed somebody at that point of time, and who better than Alex?

Of course, her selflessness left her crying alone for many nights, sitting in her bed with her pillows hugged tightly to her chest, wondering why or how Alex could give her up just like this.

She got off the bus a couple of stops early and took a slow walk down the area where she and Alex used to hang out, passing by the play ground where she first sucked his cock.

Strangely, the recollection got her loins stirring slightly. She wondered why he still had such an effect on her.

Upon reaching home, she stripped off her uniform and immediately stepped into the shower in the adjoining bathroom.

As the cold spray of water hit her face, she tried to push out the numerous horny thoughts that were in her mind but failed miserably. She recalled the hot kiss she shared with Christine in the club, the make out session with Natasha in the toilet and at the top floor of the shopping centre.

Her hands slowly inched downwards, following the beads of water as they flowed down her body, down her slender neck, the mounds of flesh on her chest. She shuddered slightly as her fingers brushed against her nipples but continued her self-exploration.

She had never touched herself this way before and Natasha had exposed her to the joys of digital stimulation.

As her hand reached the lower half of her abdomen, she frowned a little. While she had always been neatly trimmed, her bush felt a little weird now that she was touching herself. Perhaps she should shave. Maybe then Alex would pay more attention to her. But how would he even get the opportunity to lay his eyes on her soon-to-be-shaven pussy unless she let him?

Her fingers caressed her outer lips and she slowly spread them apart, feeling around for the hood that concealed a very pleasurable spot. She suppressed a moan as she gently pulled the hood back and flicked against her clitoris lightly. Natasha had used her thumb on it while she had two fingers inside. Jane felt that it was an extremely weird position for her but she tried anyway. She bit her lower lip hard, trying to focus on not making a sound while her lower body reacted accordingly to her own touch.

Jane's Mom: Jane! Phone call!

Jane heard her mom call out but she ignored it, she was almost there. So close yet so far. She could not stop now. She did not want to.

Jane's Mom: Jane!

Her immense concentration was broken by her mother calling her for a second time.

J: I'm in the shower mom!

Jane's Mom: Ok. I'll take a message.

Jane tried to replicate the sensations she felt barely a minute ago but was unable to do so. She was getting frustrated.

Shutting off the water, she grabbed her razor and cream, squirting a copious amount and applying it to her bush.

Within minutes, her neatly trimmed bush was now a slightly sore bald patch.

Jane smiled at herself in the mirror and admired her handiwork.

Back at home, Christine was wondering if Alex would actually man up and give her a call. In her mind, she was definitely the right person to counsel and educate him. She was, after all, a teacher.

She got out a bottle of wine and poured a glass, sipping slowly while going through her students' assignments.

The house was quiet today as Ben was at a chalet and this presented the perfect opportunity for Christine to hook up with Alex should he decide to come over.

She kind of regretted not asking Sam for his number, perhaps she could head back to the club and look for more guys, while waiting for Alex to call.

As the minutes ticked by, Christine found herself on her second glass of wine, and had a lack of assignments to mark. She turned on the television and channel surfed aimlessly, checking her phone every few minutes to see if it was functioning.

Soon enough, she dozed off on the couch.

Alex still had not called.