My attempt at sharing my experiences... - Page 34

hijikata · #**496** 09-10-2011, 10:05 PM

Awesome story TS.... Camping for more...

EnigmaofSorrow · #**497** 14-10-2011, 12:12 AM

By the time Keng arrived, it was almost 1, and he looked half-drunk.

K: Hello sergeant!

Me: Basket. We are both sergeants la.

K: You still my sergeant la...

Keng was one of my recruits during the mono-intake. I had recommended him to
sign on and he was accepted. He was the typical "fake" beng, not beng but
tried his hardest to act beng.

A: Drunk liao ah?

K: Ya la. Came from Joo Chiat.

Me: You go Joo Chiat for what?

K: Drink lor. Had dinner with a childhood friend. Then went to drink.

A: No wonder you so late.

K: Eh, at least I got come ok?

I stared at the 3 unopened bottles, and the remaining 1.5 bottles.

Keng suddenly grabbed the half empty botte of Martell.

K: Never mind! I drink for you!

He gulped down the entire balance of the bottle.

Alex looked at me.

A: Ok. He's gone liao.

Me: Ya. Haha.

K: Ok. I need to pee.

Keng rushed out of the room, probably heading to the toilet.

A: Eh so how? You want any of the girls or not?

Me: Don't want la.

A: Don't spoiler leh.

Me: You want you go la.

A: Then you go where?

Me: Dunno. Go back camp?

A: Mai siao la. You also can't go in.

I opened the bottle and poured myself another mix.

Me: Then I stay here and drink till they close lor.

A: You are the most boring person I have ever met.

Me: Nabei.

Alex poured himself a mix.

A: Cheers!

Me: To what?

A: Losing your KTV virginity.

Me: Very funny.

A: Eh but seriously. You want to go or not? I'm getting horny liao.

Me: You horny or not is none of my business.

A: Must release leh. Don't tell me she touch you you got no reaction meh?

Me: Reaction or erection?

A: Both la.

Me: Abit la.

A: Then don't wait la. Find the girl you like and fuck only!

Alex went back to his girl, grabbed her tits, and forced his tongue into her
mouth.

A: They damn easy la. Just pay, release, and fuck off.

Me: Nah. No thanks. I'll chill awhile longer. Besides, Keng just arrived.

A: He's probably merlion in the toilet la.

Me: Ya man. Drink so much so fast.

A: He's like that la. Wait for him to come back, he'll drink again.

True enough, Keng came back, a girl in tow. Or at least I think it was a
girl. She was around my height, and had boobs that appeared to be rock hard.

Me: Eh, girl or ex-guy?

A: Who cares? He happy can liao.

Keng got down to business immediately, forcefully making out with the
"girl". Alex decided to ignore me too, and went back to his girl.

Truthfully, I was a little envious of them. Of how easy it was for them to
separate their feelings and just have fun. Part of me wanted to be like
them, to see what life was on the other side. But I could not bring myself
to do it. I usually had to have some feelings for the girls I slept with. Or
I had to be absurdly horny to just want to fuck.

I took out my crappy non-camera smart phone and accessed Facebook,
navigating to Shirley's profile, then her pictures. I realised that we did
not have any pictures together, except for those when she was my uniformed
group trainee, and during camps. But there was no pictures of us alone. I
clicked on her Australian pictures, browsing through till I got to her
surfing pictures. I admired her body for awhile.

Ok. I was horny. Guys have needs.

I closed Facebook and proceeded to type an SMS. But it was not to Shirley.

Me: Hey babe! What r u doing tonite?

And I waited for the reply.

Xensualize · #**498** 14-10-2011, 08:12 PM

Swee la TS. Your story is the reason why I'm still here in this thread. Update more frequently leh pls.. Always keep us on cliffhanger one.

winddd · #**499** 15-10-2011, 03:37 AM

At last TS!! pls continue i can't wait any longer....

EnigmaofSorrow · #**500** 18-10-2011, 06:56 PM

It took her almost an hour to reply.

By that time, I had already finished almost half the bottle or Martell,
while watching Alex and Keng fool around with the hostesses.

J: I'm at Butter Factory. Wat's up?

My long-time fuck buddy, Jenny, had finally replied.

Me: I'm bored. Wanna meet up?

J: Now? You need sex ah?

Me: Not really la. I just need someone. To talk.

J: Sure or not? Where you now?

Me: Armani.

J: Wah, go lup sup place cannot find girl meh?

Me: Don't like them la.

J: Orh. I'm with my friends. You meet me later? 3 plus?

Me: Where?

J: Come Butter Factory la.

Me: Ok.

J: See you later!

I did not know why I messaged Jenny instead of Shirley, when I really should
be clearing the air with her. Maybe I really as that horny and wanted some
sex. It was not as if Jenny was not willing. We were, after all, fuck
buddies.

I said goodbye to Alex and Keng but I doubt they even acknowledged my
presence or impending absence.

I left Armani and grabbed a cab. Somehow or another, I ended up at Boat
Quay. I headed towards the river and sat there, taking in the cool night
breeze.

Jenny messaged me awhile later.

J: Where you?

Me: Singapore river.

J: Huh. Asked you to come butter factory leh.

Me: I'm nearby la.

J: Ok la. Which part of the river are you at?

Me: UOB plaza there.

J: Ok. I go find you.

I must have stoned for another hour before Jenny arrived. I did not even
know she arrived. She snuck up behind me, covered my eyes and went "Guess
who?" in her most childish voice.

Me: Who else can it be?

J: You're no fun.

Me: Yeah.

J: What's wrong?

Me: Stuff.

J: Nabei. You ask me out to talk and all you say is one word. You want sex
issit?

Me: Would be good. But not now.

J: Basket. You want or don't want!? I turned down an ang moh at the club
just for you ok? Now I won't know if he's got a huge cock...

Me: You want you go la.

J: Never mind la. I'm here liao. You better fuck me good later.

Me: Anything la.

Jenny settled down beside me, slid her arm around mine and lay her head on
my shoulder.

J: So what's wrong?

Me: I don't know.

J: That girl issit?

Me: How you know?

J: Eh, you forgot who my brother is ah?

Me: Huh? Why he tell you all this?

J: Casual conversation.

Me: Just what exactly did he say?

J: He say you are fucked up, keep fucking around. Can't stick to one girl.

What the fuck. And to think that he is my best friend. At least he was being
honest.

Me: Then what you say.

J: I pretend to be shocked lor.

Me: You are no better then me...

J: Then I told him I've been sleeping with you for the past 6 years.

Me: WHAT THE FUCK???

J: Kidding la.

Me: Basket. Not funny ok?

J: Quite funny leh.

Me: Whatever.

J: Then he say you should settle down. Since there's a girl who wants you.

Me: Not as though no other girls want me...

J: Ya lor.

She playfully grabbed my crotch. I pushed her head down playfully. She tried
to unzip my jeans. I stopped her.

Me: Oi! Public area la!

J: You scared ah?

Me: Of course la! Police come how?

Me and my fucking mouth. No sooner had I said that, a pair of cops
approached from the back.

Cop: What are you two doing? Show me your ICs.

Great. Just great.

hijikata · #**501** 18-10-2011, 07:22 PM

Dun stop bro.

EnigmaofSorrow · #**502** 19-10-2011, 07:42 PM

I produced my driving license instead while Jenny surrendered her IC.

Cop: You deaf or what? I said IC.

Part of me wanted to fuck him upside down. But I held back. I gave him my
11B.

Cop: Oh. Regular. What are you trying to do?

Me: We were just talking.

Cop: I saw something else.

J: Hello sir, just what did you see?

Cop: You unzipped his pants.

J: Fooling around cannot ah?

Cop: You better watch your tone or I'll charge you with disorderly behaviour
and obstructing a public servant.

Me: Sorry. She's drunk.

Cop: Ok. I give you chance since you civil servant.

Me: Thank you.

In my mind I was cursing him. The cops left us alone.

J: Dickheads.

Me: Yeah.

J: I'm quite high. You wanna go hotel or not?

Me: I'm horny but I don't think it's sex that I want.

J: Bullshit. We go hotel now see what happen la.

Me: Never mind la. I send you home.

J: Sure or not?

Me: Ya lah. Let's go.

We caught a cab back to Jenny's place and I sent her to her door.

J: You ok?

Me: I'm fine.

J: You sure? You seem a little depressed.

Me: Normal.

J: Come in la.

Me: Don't want la. Not nice.

J: My parents are overseas. Only Jason is home.

Me: Damn paiseh la. If he finds out I'm fucking you how?

J: Please la. I'm an adult liao. Somemore I was the one who seduced you. I'm
quite tired. You wanna come in or not?

Me: Ok.

We proceeded straight to her room. She immediately stripped.

Me: Eh. I told you I don't want to fuck.

J: Who wants to fuck? I'm gonna shower.

Me: Orh.

J: You wanna shower or not? I'll get you a towel.

Me: Ok.

Jenny went to get me a towel and I removed my clothes. Dirty thoughts
entered my mind and I got a hard on.

Jenny reappeared with the towel. She stared at my manhood.

J: I thought you said you didn't wanna fuck?

Me: Sorry la. I got horny when I saw you naked.

J: So you wanna fuck or not??

Me: No need.

J: Sure?

Me: Sure.

J: At least shower together la.

Me: Ok.

We proceeded to the bathroom. Under the shower, she kept teasing me by
rubbing herself on me. My hard on persisted.

J: What's wrong?

Me: Nothing.

J: Then why aren't you touching me?

Me: Your toilet is a little cramped.

J: Since when did space affect you?

Me: Huh?

J: Never mind.

We finished showering, dried ourselves and headed back to her room. I was
still sporting a raging hard on. She lay on her bed, I sat on the edge. It
was only a super single, and we used to have a lot of fun on it previously.
This time, it was really strange. My body was definitely telling me it
wanted some pussy, but somehow or another, my mind refused to work in
tandem.

Jenny pulled me towards her and in a swift motion, got on top of me. She was
still naked, while I was wearing my boxers, looking pretty ridiculous with
my cock still forming a tent.

J: Seriously, what's wrong?

Me: I really don't know.

J: Random erection that won't go away?

Me: Maybe.

J: It's quite a serious medical condition right?

Me: How would I know?

She pulled off my boxers and I didn't resist. She grabbed my cock.

J: It's damn hard. I thought when you drink too much you can't get a full
erection?

Me: You mean me or guys in general?

J: I mean generally.

Me: I don't know.

J: Did you take drugs or something?

Me: What?! No. I don't think so...

She grabbed my cock and pushed it towards my stomach before letting go. It
sprang back into its original position.

Me: What are you doing?

J: Testing it.

Me: So now you're a doctor?

J: No la. I'm amused by it. Usually, you're not this hard. And usually, I
would be riding on it by now. So tell me, what's wrong?

Me: I really don't know.

J: Fine. Take your time and think about it. I'm not about to let this go to
waste...

Jenny opened her bedside drawer and took out some lube.

Me: What's that for?

J: I'm not wet you idiot. You didn't make me.

Me: Then don't fuck me if you're not horny.

J: Oh course I'm horny. Just not wet.

She lubed herself and spread some of it on my dick.

J: You don't mind right?

Me: Why should I?

J: I don't know, you've been acting weird.

She lowered herself onto the pole. All the way. I flinched a little when I
felt my dickhead hit her cervix.

J: OHHHH YESSS....

Me: Keep it down will you? Jason's next door. We never fucked when he was
home.

J: He's a pig la. He won't wake up.

She continued riding while I lay there like a human dildo.

J: Ahhh... Actually... Uhhhh.... I know what's.... Yes... wrong with you...

Me: Could you stop and speak properly?

She did, but rubbed her clit on me while I was still prodding her cervix.

J: It's that girl right?

Me: I don't know.

J: You're torn. You like her. Love maybe. You want her back.

Me: Maybe.

J: But you... ahhh... can't give up sex with me...

Me: Don't think so highly of yourself...

J: And other girls you sleep with... Yes....

Me: Like who?

J: Wait.

She rubbed harder, biting her lower lip to suppress her moans. Within a few
more strokes, she heaved a sigh of relief.

J: Ok. Where was I?

Me: The other girls I sleep with. Who? I only sleep with you frequently, the
rest are like one off.

I expected her to get off. But she did not.

J: Damn. You're still hard. I could do this all night.

Me: Could you focus on the question?

J: Oh. Sorry.

She started grinding again and I did not stop her.

J: You want variety. Sex with other girls is thrilling. Yet you want
stability.

Me: That sounds logical. And are you seriously gonna use me again?

J: Baby, I could go the whole night as long as you're hard. You sure you
didn't take anything?

I tried to recall any instance where an illegal substance was slipped into
my drink but could not.

Me: Pretty sure I didn't.

J: Well, too bad for you. Good for me.

adamlayus · #**503** 20-10-2011, 01:26 AM

thanks for sharing bro

EnigmaofSorrow · #**504** 20-10-2011, 06:43 PM

I was a bit irritated and tried to shove Jenny off, but she pushed herself
further down on my cock and lay on my chest.

J: Don't like that leh...

She kissed me. I pushed her away. But she remained firmly stuck to my
crotch.

J: You don't like having a girl on your cock?

Me: It's not that la. I've been feeling quite strange recently.

J: And you forgot how to have sex?

Me: No I didn't.

J: Then?

Me: It's just... I don't know...

J: We're fuck buddies ok? I'm not your girlfriend. Put aside your feelings
and just go with the flow!

Me: I can't.

J: You used to be able to...

Me: Yeah.

J: Why did you message me then?

Me: I thought maybe we could talk.

J: Then why the hell do you have a constant erection?

Me: I don't know.

J: It's been like half an hour...

Me: So?

J: I really read somewhere that if your erection is too long, it's quite
bad. Have to amputate.

Me: What?!

I immediately tried to sit up. Jenny shifted too, and wrapped her legs
around my back. She still refused to get off.

Me: Oi.... Get off la...

J: Don't want.

I got off the bed and stood up. She grabbed me tighter, her arms and legs
wrapped around my back.

Me: Jenny, please.

She started kissing my neck, and nibbling on my ear lobes.

Truthfully, I was fucking horny. But somehow my thoughts alternated between
banging her till she screamed, and not doing anything at all.

And then it hit me. She was probably right. I did like Shirley a lot. And it
was not because sex with her was bad, but I guess I was so used to having
Jenny as a fuck buddy that it felt normal to fuck her.

But then again, Shirley and I were not attached. Not officially anyway. I
knew she liked me, but I did not think too much about it. I assumed that she
would be there forever.

I sensed a slackening of Jenny's grip and broke free. I placed her on the
bed. She lay down, spread her legs and beckoned to me.

I lay down next to her. She snuggled up to me.

J: So how?

I smiled at her.

J: Well.

I pointed at my crotch. It was flaccid.

J: What!!! You're playing games with me issit?

Me: No. I kind of understand now. I've been treating her badly.

J: And before you realised that you could maintain a fucking hard erection
for so long?

Me: I don't know about that la...

Jenny kissed me again, forcing her tongue into my mouth. This time I
reciprocated, pulling her towards me, our tongues fighting their close
combat war.

After five minutes of frenching, she broke away, trailing her tongue down my
neck, teasing my nipples, my ribcage, and down to my thighs. She stopped and
looked up at me.

J: Now can we fuck?

Me: Erm.

J: Pretend I'm her la.

Me: No.

J: Then pretend I'm me lor.

Me: That doesn't make any sense.

She held my flaccid cock in her hands and ran her tongue from my balls up to
the head. I shuddered but did not feel myself rising to the occasion.

J: Ewww... Can you go wash it? The dried lube and my juices taste funny.

Me: You don't have to give me a blowjob you know...

J: Hey. We're fuck buddies. And I want to get fucked. Now go wash it.

Sighing, I got up, wrapped the towel around my waist and headed to the
common bathroom, taking care to be as quiet as I could so I would not wake
Jason up and have him chew my head off for banging his little sister. I
wondered what he would do if he found out.

Yeah. That's me. I realised I was wrong in the way I treated Shirley and yet
there I was, in my fuck buddy's house, doing the exact thing Shirley was so
pissed about.

I guess one fine day it will all come full circle, and I will get what I
deserve...