My sexual encounters

[justforfun90]

Originally Posted by Ookami90

Seriously, Is really fk up when a girl call out other guys name. Bro, rape that bitch off! Lol

Originally Posted by alphonsus

If you truly love the gal, you will never do that.

hahahas yeah as horrible/corrupted as my mind is....i could never do sum thg like that to her.....as for the above described scenario....it's a real scenario which i found myself in (less the kisses)....albeit with a different girl....

didn't do anythg to her though....couldn't bring myself to do it....

[youngboy123]

yeah, there's somehow always a line between love and lust.

[Familiar]

Its been long since your update !

[justforfun90]

Originally Posted by Familiar

Its been long since your update !

shucks~ u never say i oso totally forgot -.-!! been busy rushing assignments and trying to find a new path in life....will get a chapter up by end of tis week....
so sorry >.>

[BEAT]

nice story, i like it dude. Camping for more

[GorDJilla]

Great story bro! Keep it going!

[justforfun90]

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When morning came, everyone checked out of the chalet. I didn't mention anything about what happened between H and I. It seems she doesn't recall anything either. Even though it wasn't right, I felt happy that the incident occurred. After all, I wouldn't have a chance with a girl like H in normal circumstances.

+Back to school+
I continued my usual escapades with both X and Y. I didn't tell them about the incident though as I was afraid rumours would spread. As much as I didn't like H's boyfriend, I didn't want to ruin her relationship. Strangely though, after that incident, I couldn't resume my plan on trying to obtain J.

My brain refused to work on the issue and it was pretty frustrating. Deep down, I knew the reason why but I refused to acknowledge it. It just didn't seem like something that would stop me after all I've done. Even my escapades with X and Y were no longer fun.

As the days became weeks and weeks became months, I slowly moved apart from X and Y. The incident has somehow made the "righteous" part of my personality grow stronger. I didn't want to do any more harm to X and Y than I had already done. When they probed for the reason, I couldn't give a proper one.

Luckily for them, they were very pretty and cute so within the next few weeks, they were happily attached. There was a sour feeling in my heart as I watched them left my side and got attached. I knew this was for the best, even though I couldn't help feeling a little lonely.

Perhaps my rational mind has finally awoken from its slumber and took over my lust-filled mind. J was still pretty and desirable but I was no longer able to think of trying to bed her. Even the rumoured goddess of the school who has seduced countless guys didn't seem attractive any more.

"Wake up Z...it's time to face your reality..." as my brain tried to convince my heart to accept what I was feeling. It was inevitable and I knew I had to face it one day. I just didn't think that the day would come so quickly.

+Months later+
I went on with my mundane life without any more sexual escapades. I was frustrated but at the same time, I felt at peace with my mind. As I looked back at my days from Secondary 1 to 3, I realised I have done many things that were not desirable nor agreeable with my usual personality. I've also realised that something hasn't change throughout these years.

I still like H...
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first off, apologies for the delay and ridiculously short chapter....work commitments -.-!!

it is true that I liked H for my whole secondary sch life....jus that im going to end the story on a more happy note than my actual life.....

as for the story....real life stuff keeps on piling up so im unable to continue expanding my stories as much as i would like to....my original plan was to write all the way till my uni days and that would make it a damn long story....

however i also promised the bros here that if im unable to write anymore, i will not leave the story hanging and will giv it a proper ending....
well the next few chapters will be the proper ending to the secondary school phase of my story.....

if i ever get the time to write again, i will continue from where i left off....but this story will be complete within the next 1-2 chapters....and can be read as a standalone.....

so if you ever get a new subscribed thread notice (assuming there are subscribers)....it means im starting on another phase of my story.....

[Familiar]

All right bro , work is important . Get this story done and over with . .

[justforfun90]

Originally Posted by Ookami90

Thanks for the update, bro! YOur this thread got ISO. Don't worry for no subscribers =] plus u also ensure us u will update and wil not leave it hanging. CHEERS!

LOL LOL~ ISO sia...i didn't know stories oso got this kind of standard de....
well personally i jus dun like to leave things hanging...not good for both the doer and receiver...=)

[justforfun90]

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As I no longer had the motivation to fool around, life returned to its mundane state. This carried on for the rest of my years in secondary school. To be honest, I was quite upset that I couldn't get a girlfriend. I was giving up all hopes of getting one as I approached Secondary 4.

+Midway of Sec 4+
My mundane life was suddenly interrupted by a message on my phone. I slowly took out my phone and saw it was from H. "What could she want this time round..." I sighed as I read the message. "Could you come meet me at our usual spot...now?" That was all. I began to think back to the days where H and I were on close terms. I figured that she probably meant the basketball court where we first played together. It was a weekend and I didn't have any plans. "Guess it couldn't hurt..." as I prepared to leave home and meet H.

+At the basketball court+
When I reached the basketball court, I saw H waiting for me. She didn't bring along a basketball though. Before I could say a word, she took my hand and pulled me along. It has been so long since I felt the hands of a girl in my own hands. No words were exchanged along the way. When H stopped walking, I realised we were in front of her home. I had been so caught up in enjoying H's hands that I didn't notice she was bringing me to her home.

Me: H...wh...
H: Come in. No one's home.
Me: Bu...
H: *walks in and left me at the door*
Me: *shrugs*

After I closed the door behind me and sat beside H on the sofa, I took a good look around H's house. It was lavishly decorated and had a pure white interior. A piano sat in the living room. I had totally no idea that H could play the piano. though I doubt I would ever hear her play in person. H walked from the living room to another room. I followed her but stopped outside the room's door.

The room was pink and filled with many plushies. It was easy to see this was a girl's room, more specifically, this was H's room. H sat on her bed and signalled for me to sit beside her. I wanted to voice my opinion but decided that it was pointless since she ignored me earlier anyway. She told me to close the door after I entered the room.

Once I sat down, H broke into tears. I was shocked. Why was H crying all of a sudden? She looked fine a second ago even though her face was a little emotionless. Seeing her cry so hard made me feel strange inside. I was both angry and upset. Angry at the person who made her cry and yet upset that H was crying so hard. It broke my heart to see her so upset. I placed my right hand on her right shoulder to comfort her. H naturally leaned onto me and placed her weight firmly on my chest. I shifted my left hand to hug her and let her cry her heart out.

Me: What's wrong?
H: *sobs* *looks up*
Me: Did someone do something to you?
H: *sobs* *nods*
Me: Who? What?
H: *sobs* *shakes head*
Me: You need to talk. I can't read your mind. Isn't that why you messaged me?
H: *sobs* I...he....we....*sobs*
Me: He broke up with you?
H: *wails loudly*
Me: There there...*sayang her hair* I'm here for you...
H: *sobs* He...dun wan me anymore...*sobs* Nobody love me...
Me: *sayang* That's his loss, not yours.
H: *sobs* But I love him...without him....I'll die...
Me: *sayang* He's not worth it.
H: *sobs* You don't know how it feels like....*sobs*
Me: Why not? I loved you since Secondary 1. I watched you walk away with another man. I gave up on myself and tried to forget you. I can't and that's the reason why I'm still here.
H: *sobs* Z...
Me: Even if no one else in this world loves you, I will always love you. You still have me!
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[justforfun90]

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Time seemed to have stopped for eternity as we looked into each other's eyes. I could see in H's eyes her surprise and hesitation. She was uncertain after all that has happened. I was equally surprised that I managed to say the words which I had kept inside me for so many years. For the first time, I was speaking the truth. I didn't say it to get into a girl's pants. I said it because I meant it. Slowly, I held H's face with my hands and wiped her tears with my thumbs. H's hands then placed themselves on top of my hands. I gently pulled H closer and as the distance reduced, I closed my eyes. Our lips met shortly after. It was a slow and passionate kiss. There was no tongue fighting, no sucking of lips, nothing.

As we kissed, we embraced each other. The kiss was so different from the one I had with the other girls before. This was the same one H used to share with her boyfriend. This was the same one we shared on the day H was drunk. This was a sign that H trusted me. She finally understood my intentions. As the kiss continued, nature took over and we began to take off our clothes. I slowly guided H to lie down before shifting my focus to her ears and neck. I gently nibble on her ear lopes and kissed the side of her neck. H sighed with each nibble and kiss. Her sighs were heavenly to my ears and I slowly moved to her nipples.

H didn't have very big breasts but they were perfect for me. I loved H and everything about her was perfect. I slowly licked and sucked on her left nipple while fondling with her right one. Her sighs became soft moans and H grabbed the bedsheets each time I did anything to her nipples. I didn't know she was so sensitive. I then moved further south to her love hole. H was cleanly shaved and I could see her slit perfectly. It was small and pink, glistening with her juice. Gently, I licked her slit and sucked on her clitoris after each lick. She began to moan loudly and fidgeted each time I licked her. Her moans dragged each time I sucked on her clitoris. I slowly inserted one finger into her soaking pussy. It was very tight and suddenly, it clamped down on my finger!

I looked up and saw H arching her back. She reached orgasm even before I stimulated her G-spot. I wondered if her boyfriend ever did anything to her. When she relaxed slightly, I began to look for her G-spot and applied pressure on it. H was nearly screaming and within seconds, she had another orgasm. H really had a sensitive body. I took out my finger after she relaxed and began to position my dick near her pussy. I lubricated it with her love juice before leaning forward to kiss H. As we kissed, I slowly inserted it into her. I met a little resistance but pushed forward anyway. Once in, I took a few seconds to get used to H's tight warm love hole before doing long and slow strokes.

It was the first time I was having an intercourse with a girl. Even with the other girls, the most we ever got to was playing with each other's genitals. I had never experienced the tightness of a girl's vagina. H was my first. As I picked up the pace, H and I kissed with more passion. I was soon close to cumming when I felt H locked her legs behind me. I couldn't pull out from H. In the heat of the moment, I did not think and began to pump harder until I finally unloaded into H. After the last drop was unloaded, I pulled out of H and realised there was blood on her bedsheets. I looked at H and she smiled. She had given me her virginity and to make things worse, I had cummed inside her. H quickly assured me that she was safe. I heaved a sigh of relief as H bent forward to kiss me.

As the saying goes, "Men can't think whenever their little heads are involved.", we were soon into another round of intercourse and it ended with me unloading inside her again. We continued for a few rounds before we finally took a rest in each other's arms.

Me: Will you be my girlfriend?
H: After what you did? Do I have a choice? *smiles*

With that, we went for another round.
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in reality, i've heard H played the piano once....her elegant form when playing the piano was unforgettable.....

the crying/broke down part came from another girl....but i decided to put it in here.....and no i didn't take advantage of that girl.....even though circumstances were extremely favourable....

too bad my life doesn't end the same way as my "fairy tales"

well that's it....its been fun writing =) i recollected a lot of past memories that i once held dear to me.....perhaps i'll write another story in time to come....when i hav an excess of free time....it'll still be in this thread so no need to look for new threads =)

thanks for the support thus far....really appreciate the support considering there r so many better stories out there....

[justforfun90]

Originally Posted by Ookami90

Kudos to you n your long updates! Is very sweet at the end =] nvr think of asking her be your gf?

tried 4 times and kena rejected 4 times...u say lehz? lolz~....sad memories....

[justforfun90]

Originally Posted by Ookami90

Perhaps your 5th time success? Have confidence in yourself bro =]

dun hav liao lahs....anyway we ended on pretty bad terms...tats y i decided to end tis story on a nicer tone.....its sth that i couldn't hav in reality....

as for confidence....hahahas....i dunno where it went liaos =)....

[f0otprint]

no update?