My attempt at sharing my experiences...

[uzumakiidii]

bro engima's story is a joy to read after a hard day at work.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Originally Posted by karmenlam

Share ur experience in sex with me... Need advices... 94552982

Not really advisable to post your number so openly. And I'm not that good at advising, but you could PM me if you like...

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Anyway, thanks for all the compliments. This thread will really be my diary of sorts for me to reminisce on the past when my memory fails... Assuming the thread is still around.

[chinaboi12]

Hi TS. I've been a silent reader all this while. As much as the whole point of this forum is about intimacy and stuff, I really enjoy reading your life story. Hope you'll continue writing Kos I'm sure many of us are just silent readers following closely.

PS. I'm a young kid with zero of this experiences. Curiosity got me here. Could say its a bad thing until I saw your thread.

Regards

[EnigmaofSorrow]

The rest of the day passed without much incident, and at around dinner time, we decided to eat out as I was lazy to cook.

Both Shirley and I were pretty concerned about Jenny's mental state and how she would react to crowds, but she assured us that she would be alright.

As payday was the preceding Friday, I decided to give both of then a treat so we headed to Paradise Inn at East Point. Seeing that it was nearby to Jason's fiancee's place, I invited them as well, but only Jason showed up.

There was a short queue and we waited for awhile before we were ushered to a table. Jenny looked kind of weird as she was wearing a long sleeved shirt, and bermudas, probably in an attempt to cover up the scratches. She seemed much better, at least she was talking a bit more.

We ordered a couple of dishes and ate the braised peanuts while waiting for the food to arrive.

After dinner, which was really good, other than the tiny portions, we walked around East Point, window shopping at Popular, Challenger and even Daiso before heading to NTUC for groceries. The next day was an off-in-lieu so I guessed I would be cooking.

Perhaps we went a little overboard, as I spent almost $200 on groceries, the bulk of it consisting of snacks and instant noodles, cereals, soft drinks, frozen food, and tons of ice cream. I always thought it was cliched that girls turned to ice cream when they were upset or sad, but somehow Jenny and Shirley proved me wrong. I hoped that there was enough space in the fridge for all the stuff.

Jason helped us to carry to stuff to my car before heading home.

Back home, Shirley and I helped Jenny move her stuff into my room, while I moved my stuff into the study room. Jenny did not have much stuff anyway, so I did not really clear out my wardrobe. I guess she would be wearing some of my clothes anyway.

Between my inflatable mattress, the couch and Shirley's bed, I guess the choice was pretty obvious. I was not about to start a frequent sexual relationship with Shirley again so perhaps the study room would be best.

I changed the bed linen for Shirley's and my bed, and brought the used sheets to the 24-hour laundromat nearby. I was a little lazy to wash the comforters, and maybe Jenny would appreciate my scent on it. At least it was not a stench.

I returned an hour later to see the both of them sprawled on the couch, each eating a tub of ice cream. I folded the washed bed linen and kept it in the cupboard and proceeded for a shower, before heading to bed, leaving the two of them to bond over ice cream, TV, and possibly gossip about me.

I would have joined them in the ice cream feast, but all calories burnt during AHM would be wasted. Besides, I was still dead tired from the exertions of the entire weekend.

[easyfree929]

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[BMW69]

Wow great story bro

[Sen5eS]

hahaha you are now domesticated ?? Interesting Family Dynamics tho ...

[creamiestlove]

Bro more updates please

[Aficionado]

Wow.. It has been taken me about 3 days to read up to this point.

Kudos for sharing. Hope Jenny and Shirley both recover soon.

Looking forward to your next update.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

Jenny came into the study room while I was trying to sleep. She sat down gently on the inflatable mattress, but woke me up anyway.

I sat up.

Me: What's up?

J: Thanks.

Me: For? I should be apologizing. I didn't keep an eye on you.

J: Jason told me the entire story.

Me: Besides the point. I should have gone with you instead of hiding out of sight.

J: You could have hurt yourself.

Me: Not likely. They didn't really know how to fight.

Jenny moved closer to me.

J: I know we haven't been close for awhile but I'm glad I can still depend on you.

Me: No problem.

J: I know we used to have a certain arrangement, but I don't want you to get the wrong idea now that I've decided to move in for awhile.

Me: Arrangement? You mean the sex?

J: Yes.

Me: I don't treat you like my fuck buddy anymore.

J: I know. I don't want Shirley to get the wrong idea either.

Me: She won't. I hope.

J: She must be mad at me inside. After all, we were fucking while you were with her.

Me: It was non-exclusive.

J: There's no such thing.

Me: I don't know. I think she's ok with you.

J: I hope so.

Me: She said you were a little touchy-feely when hugging her to sleep.

J: I was?

Me: Your hand was on her ass.

J: Where was I supposed to put it? I wasn't caressing her or anything.

Me: You kept moving your head around while it was on her chest?

J: I was trying to find a comfortable spot! Her boobs are huge! For someone so slim.

Me: Well, she thinks she's fat. The boobs never disappeared after the miscarriage. I think she should be happy.

J: I think you're very happy.

Me: Why?

J: Oh. You mean you're not sleeping with her?

Me: Not exactly...

J: Means you did.

Me: Just once!

J: You still like her.

Me: I don't know.

J: Remember our promise?

Me: The one where we'll get married in 6 years?

J: Yeah.

Me: What about it.

J: If you find the one before then, I'll understand.

Me: I'm not about to go around looking for one.

J: There's one in the next room.

Me: It's really different now.

J: Whatever it is, you've been the one who's taken care of me when I really needed it in recent years. I really appreciate it.

Me: I would have done the same for others.

J: I know. I just want to thank you.

Me: You don't have to.

She hugged me.

I wondered if it was a trend for girls to go braless at home, even if there were guys around. Or maybe she was doing it on purpose to test me. But there was definitely no way she would have wanted any sexual contact with any guy so soon after being violated by Matthew. So the hug was indeed one between good friends, despite her breasts pressing against me.

I kissed her forehead.

Me: Good night.

And she left the room, heading back to my room.

It really did leave me thinking.

Was this supposed to be the arrangement?

Jenny probably would not stay for long. Was I supposed to be flatmates with Shirley or lovers?

I could not really convince myself that she was into the whole friends with benefits thing, as it was the exact thing that destroyed our relationship in the first place, if what we had could be even considered a relationship.

The next door should prove useful in sorting out my thoughts. Shirley did not mind me staying there, that was for sure, but what was I supposed to be to her? A boyfriend? A lover? A husband?

As I drifted off to sleep I wondered what Jenny meant.

[Sen5eS]

hahahah so many questions are unanswered Good luck finding out.

[EnigmaofSorrow]

I woke early automatically the next morning at around 5am. Perhaps it was because of the relative uncomfortability of the inflatable mattress. I got changed and went for a low-intensity recovery run around the estate to sort out my thoughts.

I ended up at Bedok Reservoir and found a quiet bench overlooking the water. The sun was just rising and I took in the somewhat beautiful scenery.

I could not go on living with Shirley and sleeping with her occasionally as though we were fuck buddies. It was not right. I knew she still had feelings for me, and I wish I could reciprocate, but everything just felt different.

The same went for Jenny. We did have a pact, however childish it may have seemed. But again, the feelings were different. She had become my fuck buddy so many years ago, and although we did have loads of satisfying sex throughout those years, somehow feelings developed and everything changed as well.

Among all the other girls I had some sort of relationship with, more notably Nicole and Diane, none of them really would have been suitable in the long run, although through some strange twist of fate, I did develop some feelings for Nicole. But even up till now, she has not contacted me. I guess the hurt I caused her years ago was really the game changer, despite her saying she had forgiven me.

With Diane, I lost all respect and feelings for the minute she used me. There was no where in my head or heart that would allow myself or her another shot at working things out.

Furthermore, there was Grace, who had ended our last conversation leaving me still wondering what she meant. Maybe when she returned from her business trip and I actually met her for coffee I would find out. But I seriously doubt anything would come out of it.

I have tried my best to be a different person, a good person. But sometimes the natural urges take over and I end up hurting someone.

I always wondered how it was possible to have a fuck buddy without developing any feelings for each other. Perhaps one example would be my brother and Natalie. As it seems now, what they have is a purely sexual relationship. Maybe one day they might end up together, but now it was all about the sex. Something like how I lived my life in the past.

I sat there just relaxing and clearing my mind, and actually wondered why there had been so many deaths in the area. The reservoir was actually quite a relaxing and calming place to be in.

I took a slow walk back after I was done and stopped by the market to buy breakfast for the girls. I placed the food on the kitchen table and proceeded for my shower.

After that, I went to wake Jenny first. The door was unlocked and I entered, sitting by the side of the bed and gently shaking her shoulder.

I got a shock as she pushed my hand away, sad up and started screaming.

Me: Jen! It's me!

J: NO! NO! DON'T TOUCH ME! STOP!

Then she realised that it was me, and pulled towards her, and started crying. It did not help that she was completely naked.

Shirley came running in.

S: What's happen- OH MY GOD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

It must have looked really bad, with me holding on to a fully nude Jenny, coupled with her screams for help a little while ago.

Shirley pushed me aside and took Jenny in her arms.

S: I'm shocked that you would take advantage of her like this.

Me: Erm.

Jenny tried to explain the situation in between sobs.

J: It's not what it looks like. I thought Matthew was coming after me.

S: Oh. You had a bad dream.

She turned to me.

S: But why are you in here?

Me: I bought breakfast?

She turned to Jenny.

S: And why are you naked?

J: I slept naked. Was feeling hot. When he tried to wake me I thought Matthew was here to finish the job.

Shirley draped the comforter around Jenny. She stared at me.

S: Go out. We'll join you for breakfast in awhile.

I shrugged and left. And there I was thinking that Jenny had recovered from the incident. I guess I was wrong.

[kittymae]

Been following ur story from start & I'm hooked! Jenny seems to have matured quite abit yea? And kinda grown on me too
Hope u get all these sorted out soon.

P.s: yes,,it's perfectly normal for girls to go ard bra-less at home if guy (father/brothers/bf/hubby) etc are ard

[CapriG]

It is a shock "good morning", but I hope Jenny will be fine...