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#1246
16-10-2012, 05:54 PM
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I mean if she wasn't married.... Anyway I haven't finished updating... Haha... 
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#1247
16-10-2012, 06:13 PM
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I headed back to camp and sneaked back into my bunk. I was on MC after all and should be resting.
It had been so long that I experienced sex that was so draining that the walk up the stairs to my bunk was unexpectedly torturous. I stripped to my boxers and slept till it was time to go home. The next day, it was a Saturday, I was at a friends place the whole day preparing for a barbecue when she suddenly messaged me at around 3pm. R: Can I call you? Me: What's up? R: I'm crying very badly. Me: Er. Give me five minutes. I'll call you. I excused myself from the BBQ pit and headed to the pool side and called her. Me: Hello? It was a little hard to hear her as she was really crying quite badly over the phone. R: I don't know how to forgive him. Me: Like I said before, everyone deserves a chance. R: It hurts a lot. All I feel is pain, piercing pain. I decided it would be unwise to make a reference to the piercing pain she was feeling when I was pounding her. Me: Pain is temporary. R: I don't know how I can be happy knowing all this. Me: You have to try. R: My friend is calling me. Call you back. I shrugged. Maybe she was regretting her actions to sleep with me after all. About an hour later she messaged me. R: Thank you. Really. Thank you for being with me when I am down. You did more than what you should do. And I appreciated it. I will try my best to be happy. But if I can't then I just got to let go. I will call you out if I need  I replied with a simple take care. Oh well, I guess what we had was merely a short fling. She eventually decided to give her husband a chance even though she could not forgive him. Perhaps one day she might. Or maybe not. As for me, I guess I was a little disappointed that I lost the chance to develop a purely physical relationship with her, and all I had left were the two nights of pleasure which I probably will never experience again. Unless she decides to call me out of course. She was definitely the best sex partner I had in recent times. For now I guess all we would be were friends. We don't even SMS each other anymore. I guess I caused her bill to skyrocket with the nearly 2800 SMSes in total exchanged between us over the past 2 weeks. In fact, we have gone back to our original means of contact which was email. I guess this would be one very unforgettable experience, not just for me, but probably for her as well. At least it made me very happy for those two days, and I sincerely hope that she felt the same way.
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#1248
16-10-2012, 06:15 PM
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To all my dear readers:
I guess this is the end of the latest encounter. I'll be going back to my boring mundane life for now. Don't let this thread die off. Enliven it with your comments or questions. Of course if something else does happen, be it with Rose, or someone else, I will update it. Cheers!
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#1249
16-10-2012, 07:29 PM
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Well ... sigh ... take some time out ... hope it helps you sort thru everything  else we can just bug Kittymae for more inside story to her "plight".
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#1250
16-10-2012, 07:34 PM
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But I'm fine. It's Rose I'm worried about... She said she hasn't smiled for awhile. Which is a real pity as she has a really nice smile.. One of the things that attracted me to her anyway... Yes Kitty... what is your plight? Do share!
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#1251
16-10-2012, 07:43 PM
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Hello Kitty fan club? U volunteering to be Prez? Takes quite a man to be a member of it yea? ;D Quote:
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Just wanted to,contribute fr a female viewpoint hopefully it can help shed some insight Crap, spotlight on me again?! *scampers off to hide*
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#1252
16-10-2012, 07:46 PM
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I said exactly the same thing before to someone And here I am, smiling and getting on fine She has to learn how to find her own reason to smile again
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#1253
16-10-2012, 07:52 PM
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#1254
16-10-2012, 10:32 PM
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mind blowing experience haha
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#1257
17-10-2012, 06:29 AM
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I was not expecting her to contact me again, especially since we stopped messaging each other so frequently.
I was minding my own business doing absolutely nothing when my phone beeped. I checked it not expecting anything important. R: Hi. How you been? Now that was surprising. We did agree to stop SMSing like a couple. Me: Fine. You? R: Not good. Me: What happened? R: I followed him the other night. Me: And? R: He went to meet a girl. Me: How do you know it wasn’t his friend? You meet your male friends too right? R: He told me that he was going for supper with his friends. Me: Ok… R: Are you free to meet? Me: I guess so. Time and place? R: Pick me then we go to the same place? Me: Ok. Give me 20 mins. I took a quick shower, got dressed and proceeded to pick her from her place. She was wearing the same tank top as she was the previous week when I met her in the hotel. But I almost could not recognize her as she had cut her hair. It was really short now, a pixie cut. She got into the car. Me: You ok? By the way, nice haircut. R: Thanks. I’m not ok. Me: What’s wrong? R: He told me he would change. He didn’t. Me: He was only meeting a girl. I pulled out of the car park and drove towards the expressway. R: They checked into a hotel. Me: You saw this with your own eyes? R: Yes! I followed them! Me: Calm down. A guy and a girl can go to a hotel and do other things what. Like chat? R: Don’t be stupid. Me: Ok. So he did it again. Then what? R: I’m numb. Me: Why did you decide to follow him? R: I don’t know. Suspicious I guess. Me: So now you’ve confirmed your suspicions. What’re you going to do? R: I don’t know. Me: Are you even happy now? R: No. I can’t find any reason to smile anymore. I thought by giving him a chance he would change. Me: Why are you still around then? R: We’ve been together for so long. Me: How long has he been doing this? R: I don’t know. I never asked. Me: And you can tolerate it? R: No. I can’t stand it. Me: Wait a minute. I thought you said we shouldn’t meet anymore. R: I needed someone to talk to. Me: Talk only? Or do you need something else as well? R: Maybe your hugs. Me: Anything else? R: No. Me: You sure? R: You want me to cut off your cock? Me: Er… No. R: Then stop asking. We are not fuck buddies anymore. Me: I don’t think we were even fuck buddies to begin with. R: Whatever. Me: So seriously, what do you want to do? R: I really don’t know. I don’t know what I’ll do if I leave him. He was really nice to me all those years. Me: What about me? R: What about you? Me: Am I nice to you? R: I guess so. Me: You did say you were happy with me right? R: I see what you’re trying to do. Me: What? R: You’re trying to get me to leave my husband and be with you. Me: No I’m not. R: Then why are you saying all this? Me: I’m just trying to say that even if you leave him, there will be other guys who will treat you well, who will take care of you. R: And you are trying to make me see that you are one of those guys? Me: Maybe. R: We hardly know each other. What makes you think I’ll fall for you? Me: I don’t think you’ll fall for me. R: Then? Me: We can get to know each other better. R: You already seen me naked. Slept with me. What more do you want to know? Me: I don’t know. R: I don’t know if I can handle another relationship. Definitely not right now. Me: I know. R: Even if we don’t have sex, you’ll still be my friend right? Me: Yeah. R: You seem disappointed. Me: Maybe I am. R: Is sex so important to you? Me: Not really. But I felt we had something going on. R: I don’t have that kind of feelings for you. Me: Fuck buddies are not supposed to have any feelings for each other. R: I don’t want to sleep with you now. Me: I know. I’m not asking you to. R: Then stop talking about all this. We reached our destination and headed to an empty bench facing the sea. She snuggled up to me without asking and I wrapped my arms around her. Me: You really like this don’t you? R: I said before, your hugs give me a sense of security. Me: Ok. After some time, she slowly slid down and lay on my lap, curling her legs to her chest. Me: You tired? R: A little. Me: Ok. Sleep then. I stroked her hair. I stared out at the open sea with her napping on my lap. I still could not get over the sex I had with her. But right now she needed me more as a friend to show support and concern, rather than someone to satisfy her physical needs. I hoped that I could be that person she wanted me to be right now. This, however, was extremely unhealthy. I had not been sleeping well due to all the time spent with her, and I still had to work the next day. But I guess it was all worth it. Maybe one day she would come to a final decision. Maybe one day that would be my chance.
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#1258
17-10-2012, 06:42 AM
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Dear TS,
I'm a female loyal reader who has been following your thread since the very start I'm using my bf acc & that explains the name of this acc. All along I have been a silent reader, reading this thread like a bedtime storybook. But after seeing kittymae and japboy's comment, I must really tell u my female POV. ( I will break this into 3 parts)1) I believe your story is real, simple because I can feel the emotions behind. Your love life/sex life has been constantly like a rollercoaster. Don't you feel sick & tired? You had your share of fun, and it gets so messed up that you are wondering what is your main purpose in life. Life gets meaningless once you lose your aim. Find your aim, TS.
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#1259
17-10-2012, 06:44 AM
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2) I can totally relate to Rose. Because I was in a similar plight as her. One year ago, me n my 3-year bf was having a rough period and we broke up. So I turned to a male friend and he DID TEMPTED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM BUT I REJECTED. Almost gave in to my temptations,.. simply bcos I WANTED TO FEEL LOVED AND BEING WANTED BY SOMEONE. Thats what Rose want from you. Imagine if YOU are able to give her what she wanted (commitment), I am sure she would divorce her husband just for you. REALLY
 Girls just hope to find a shoulder to lean on, someone to love us, the rest doesnt matter. But are you really into her? Or you just love the sex? RUN like kittymae has said. Her husband is meeting another girl, so of course she'll come n meet u?
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#1260
17-10-2012, 06:45 AM
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3) There's no such thing as "We are not possible anymore". You & Shirley have a special connection. You tried to love her but you hurt her and felt guilty over it. You think that its better to keep a distance from her because of this. But what I can tell you is, she's definitely a wife material. I dont uds why you dont wanna give yourself and her another chance. Go back to the days before she were pregnant. Even if it does not work out eventually, she will appreciate the opportunity of making things work again.
I really hope the best for you TS. I hope you can really settle down and have a peaceful ride instead of the rollercoaster.
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