HIV-death sentence

Guys, i just wanna tell everyone not to drink before having fun, its easy to make judgemental mistakes when your brain is not working too well.

I had a drink too many and my friends had brought me to a illegal bar in JB. There my friend told a woman to give me a striptease which i tried to reject. After she performed the striptease, she started giving me a hj and as i was aroused and drunk she asked whether she could give me a bj. Silly silly me....i actually accepted it and to make matters worse after the bj, she proceeded to put my dick into her cunt and started pumping away. I should have pushed her away.

The process was horrendous, the pumping forced my dick to scrap the vaginal walls for several times. I came in her.

Its been two years now and i am pretty sure i contracted aids from her.

1) It was an illegally operated joint so no safety nets like the mandatory quaterly checks for local chicks.

2) She didn't ask for caps or anything. She must have been infected, otherwise, she would want to protect herself man.

3) My dick scraped her vaginal walls.

4) There was a blowjob.

5) I ejaculated in her. The suction produced must have sucked some HIV virus in.

6) She wasn't local. She was an Indonesian, i guess.

7) I never have much luck in lucky draws and all.


Sigh...brothers pls think carefully and do not drink before playing. It was my first and only time in a commercial joint. I really regretted it. I should have pushed her away. I am now happily attached to my gf for two years and never did i expect it to end like that. I didn't have any form of sexual contact with her though. I just got a blood test and my official death sentence will be delivered tomorrow.

My mind is in a whirlwind now...

My plans are:

Find one of my female friends and tell her the truth. Get her to pose as my fling and use her to initiate a breakup with my gf.

Then settle my will and commit suicide or fly to a state in U.S. for euthanasia.

Brothers here, before i leave this world, take my advice.

Never in mind had i dreamt that i would have HIV. Sigh...life comes to end at some point i guess...

[sammyboyfor]

Originally Posted by i'mscrewed

Guys, i just wanna tell everyone not to drink before having fun, its easy to make judgemental mistakes when your brain is not working too well.

Chances of you being HIV positive are pretty low.

[ct75]

Hey hello..... until u got the test result, dont PARANIOD!!!! At first I thought u already got the test result..... then I read on and find that all the reasons u gave for belieiving u have got the virus sound really like those people that still think that AIDS are only for gays....

I can understand the fear when u have had unprotected sex and u are freaking out that u might have contracted the virus...... but please dont panic urself b4 taking the result!! It makes matters worse

[lacoruna69]

yah bro.
all is not lost yet.
wait for the outcome of the test tomorrow, then see how.
we will pray for you....

[bongster]

Bro.... let us hope that your test is negative for HIV... and even if it is negative let this be a lesson to you... never ever leave anything to chance... wear a cap always during casual sex.... we surely dun want a 4th samster KOed in 1 month wif this deadly virus.

May the force be wif u

[MachoDevilX]

Bro,

Good Luck to you. I believe you will be tested negative. Don't worry too much about it. Whatever will come, will come... Worrying doesn't make any difference. A lot of bros here have been cheonging for so long. It really depends on fate. If you are really fated to leave this world earlier, even if you escape this, you might also kena another one. All these are destined. Just wait for tomorrow's result. All of us will pray for you.

[perrymason32]

Brother:

Having unprotected sex with a hooker doesn't guarantee getting HIV I or HIV II. Feelings of guilt, shame and stupidity in sobriety doesn't confirm an HIV I/II infection.

ONLY the test which you say you took actually, really, says whether got infection or not.

Do know some things. Master Sammyboy is correct in saying your chances of getting it are pretty low.

For infection to happen:
A. the hooker screwed (FJ, not just BBBJ) has to be infected as well.

B. even if A is true, then the conditions have to be 'right', meaning: her viral load at the time of screwing (FJ!) is high, length of screwing session, amount of vaginal fluid and other bodily fluids from her vaginal walls (i.e. blood), and your frequency of screwing (which has a direct relationship with microabrasions or cuts on your dick and elsewhere nearby), etc.

One thing I did not notice in your posting though is when you screwed this hooker? This is important because there is a window period to be observed which corresponds with how accurate the test result will be. This stretches from 3 to 6 months.

And you should not screw at all for the duration of this period.

For more comprehensive info on this, refer to bro BigSexy's posting on the subject, and also make your way to www.thebody.com

But very roughly: at 45 days, more than 70% of the infected will seroconvert and have +ve results; at 3 months, more than 90% (some say 97%); and at 6 months almost all, which according to the most kiasu kiasee accounts is 99.9%.

From the sound of it, I'm going to guess your 'exposure' is quite recent? In which case, I suggest you really wait for the entire window period: taking the test at 45 days and three months to ease your mind, and then holding out for the six months to get full clearance from this dreaded fear. Every test you take should be an affirmation of clearance for you.

By the way, I would suggest you take the anonymous tests administered by Action for AIDS (AfA) on Wednesday evenings and Saturday afternoons on the DSC Clinic's premises--because they are the only ones to do it not only anonymously, but to do the rapid test, which gives you the results in less than an hour.

--perry

[sunshine_loh]

Your one and only unprotected sexual encounter happens two years ago. If you really fear that you have contracted AIDS, I believe by now you have already read tons of material about AIDS and known what is AIDS much better than any other person. Given such a long period, most likely some of the AIDS related sysptoms should have already appeared in your body. I have to presume that the state of your general health is still good because you did not name any AIDS related sysptom as one of the reasons of contracting AIDS in your post.

So cheer up! The chances of getting AIDS in your case is very slim. What you are suffering now is fear but not AIDS!

[perrymason32]

Oh yes, another thing, and I think another brother has mentioned already, but it doesn't hurt to repeat: don't mix booze with sex is a lesson you've learnt here. now pick yourself up and move on with this reminder. no booze and sex.

On a lighter note: Thankfully, I usually don't have to worry about that cuz I have a sensitive stomach and after drinking, the last thing I want is sex...

Hang on bro. Our prayers and good wishes are with you!

--perry

[mustachio]

Two years is hell of a long time to wait and agonise. I sympathise you.

Now how are you so sure that you had contracted aids? Does your body show any symptoms?

Take it a step at a time.

I wish you all the very best.

[perrymason32]

Originally Posted by perrymason32

Brother:
One thing I did not notice in your posting though is when you screwed this hooker? This is important because there is a window period to be observed which corresponds with how accurate the test result will be. This stretches from 3 to 6 months.
--perry

Aiya, sorry (to everyone else reading as well). I've made a mistake. You did mention when this happened. Two years ago???!!! Your test tomorrow is as accurate as it can ever be lah.

Hang in there, bro! just a few more hours and you're cleared!

But please do tell us why is it only now that the fear has gripped you so strongly?

--perry

[bongster]

Originally Posted by sunshine_loh

Your one and only unprotected sexual encounter happens two years ago. If you really fear that you have contracted AIDS, I believe by now you have already read tons of material about AIDS and known what is AIDS much better than any other person. Given such a long period, most likely some of the AIDS related sysptoms should have already appeared in your body. I have to presume that the state of your general health is still good because you did not name any AIDS related sysptom as one of the reasons of contracting AIDS in your post.

So cheer up! The chances of getting AIDS in your case is very slim. What you are suffering now is fear but not AIDS!

Yeah... the chances are slim... but do not take for granted... bros who kenna this disease always think that chances slim.. but go up the hill often chances of getting a tiger is much higher

[MachoDevilX]

Some info on the virus
http://www.globalchange.com/aids_index.htm

Some info on the symptoms of the virus
http://www.globalchange.com/ttaa/tta...20of%20illness


Taken from the articles above

San Francisco studies show that in developed countries, without use of the latest therapies, 50% with HIV develop AIDS in ten years, 70% in fourteen years. Of those with AIDS, 94% are dead in five years.

The dirty and silly deed happened two years ago.

Originally Posted by perrymason32

Brother:

Having unprotected sex with a hooker doesn't guarantee getting HIV I or HIV II. Feelings of guilt, shame and stupidity in sobriety doesn't confirm an HIV I/II infection.

ONLY the test which you say you took actually, really, says whether got infection or not.

Do know some things. Master Sammyboy is correct in saying your chances of getting it are pretty low.

For infection to happen:
A. the hooker screwed (FJ, not just BBBJ) has to be infected as well.

B. even if A is true, then the conditions have to be 'right', meaning: her viral load at the time of screwing (FJ!) is high, length of screwing session, amount of vaginal fluid and other bodily fluids from her vaginal walls (i.e. blood), and your frequency of screwing (which has a direct relationship with microabrasions or cuts on your dick and elsewhere nearby), etc.

One thing I did not notice in your posting though is when you screwed this hooker? This is important because there is a window period to be observed which corresponds with how accurate the test result will be. This stretches from 3 to 6 months.

And you should not screw at all for the duration of this period.

For more comprehensive info on this, refer to bro BigSexy's posting on the subject, and also make your way to www.thebody.com

But very roughly: at 45 days, more than 70% of the infected will seroconvert and have +ve results; at 3 months, more than 90% (some say 97%); and at 6 months almost all, which according to the most kiasu kiasee accounts is 99.9%.

From the sound of it, I'm going to guess your 'exposure' is quite recent? In which case, I suggest you really wait for the entire window period: taking the test at 45 days and three months to ease your mind, and then holding out for the six months to get full clearance from this dreaded fear. Every test you take should be an affirmation of clearance for you.

By the way, I would suggest you take the anonymous tests administered by Action for AIDS (AfA) on Wednesday evenings and Saturday afternoons on the DSC Clinic's premises--because they are the only ones to do it not only anonymously, but to do the rapid test, which gives you the results in less than an hour.

--perry

Well, initially, i was tested by the medical centre for my ORD FFI and it said negative.

I thought i was safe and then i read the HIV threads in this forum last night and i realized that the result or test wasn't accurate at all as I was tested about a month after my exposure.

I have not seen any symthoms yet and its hell man...god knows how many times i have cried since last night. I am just sad that all these had to happen when i found true love. I am not really fearful of dying but i am just despondent about letting my girlfriend and parents down. I love my girlfriend dearly......... I guess family and kids are not in my fate then.........

Originally Posted by perrymason32

Aiya, sorry (to everyone else reading as well). I've made a mistake. You did mention when this happened. Two years ago???!!! Your test tomorrow is as accurate as it can ever be lah.

Hang in there, bro! just a few more hours and you're cleared!

But please do tell us why is it only now that the fear has gripped you so strongly?

--perry